Alright so please bear with me, I'm not the best writer on the planet and my story is a little confusing to try to explain. I'll give a little insight about myself in hopes that, maybe, that will help. I am a 20yr old female who has always had the ability to see, hear and occasionally speak to the "supernatural" side of the world. As so does most of my father's side of the family.
Let me start off with explaining the title. My little boy Alex was my not so imaginary friend when I was a child. How he was given the name Alex, to me, is a mystery since I was so young when I started calling him that (I was about 2 or 3). So he possibly could of told me himself, or I could of came up with it as a nickname he responds too.
Well, Alex is a little boy about 5yrs old. He never really says much but I do see him from time to time (even through all the times I've moved he seems to follow me.) It's never anything drastic, and I can always tell when "the bumps in the night" or the flickering lights are him, simply because I'm not scared. I usually just acknowledge that I hear him and everything goes back to normal.
Well as I said I move, a lot, especially since 2011. I've probably moved about 5/6 times since then. My grandmother, grandfather, father, and my uncle all moved into a new house with me back in 2001, and that's when things started getting scary. To this day my family refuses to believe there is an evil entity in that house, but I am 110% positive there is! And this is where I start to lose people and the story becomes confusing.
I had a tough childhood, especially when I turned 13. I realized my dad was abusive, and I resorted to to drugs until I was 15/16 to be happy. Alex wouldn't ever, and still to this day will not, come into my room at that house. At first I thought maybe the drugs were screwing with my head, but I've been sober for 4, almost 5yrs now and the following events still happen.
Whenever I stay at the house to visit my grandma, I try to avoid staying the night at that house because I am deathly scared of what happens. Every single night that I sleep in my room there one of two things happen. I either fall asleep and wake up as if I'm having sleep paralysis (which I do not have, I've been tested). I can't move and I feel like something is sitting on my chest, then everything turns for the worst. I see my room catch on fire and I feel as if someone, or something, is in my room. I get an overwhelming feeling that I'm being hunted. Then I manage to break free from the paralysis stage of the experience, and I'm able to see myself crawling through the flames in my room down the hall into my grandmother's room. She's always sleeping and I cry out as loud as I can but she never hears me.
There was ONE time where my grandfather heard me and I told him that there was something in my room trying to kill me and once he got to my room everything was normal in his eyes, but I could still see my room on fire. Then I wake up, for real, and I'm no longer in my room, but I'm in the living room, and Alex is present, I can't see him but I can feel his specific energy. So that's what happens when I do fall asleep in that room.
But there are times where I attempt to fall asleep in that room, but I simply can't. I try to fall asleep but I lay there for an ungiven amount of time until anywhere between midnight and 3am roll around, then I simply get out of bed and I feel as if something has taken over my body and I stare out the window and talk to the sky about killing myself and others. Then at any given time my body feels as if it's been released from being taken over and I think to myself, "wtf did I just say? I don't want to kill myself, or anyone else for the matter." Then I usually just go to the living room to sleep on the couch.
Now PLEASE don't bring up any medical or mental issues, I have a normal working mind! I've gone through many tests and I am happily perusing into my second year in the U.S. Army! Also, I don't believe that any of the evil feelings or experiences relate to Alex because he has NEVER, NOT EVEN ONCE been inside that room, and he also follows me from house to house I live in, and the evil experiences only happen in that room and ONLY that room.
Please any insight on this would be wonderful and I'll keep my mind open to anything except mental health/medical issues because I already have ruled that out with doctors.
Thank you for reading and sorry it was so long!