I have never written about this before. I think my recent troubles sleeping are related to spirits that have become connected to me.
For several years I have been woken up with the sound of a closet slamming or other bang and with a sense that there was "someone" in our room, terrified to look around, feeling for sure I will see a ghost. I felt like I could "see" two people leaning over my bed, in my mind at least.
Now I am in a different apt (in the same pre-war bldg), I often wake up to these loud noises, and my husband is sound asleep. I would think I imagined the noise, if it were not for this paralyzing negative energy in the room when I wake.
Maybe I have a slight ability to pick up spirit energy. I am realizing this has happened to me in my childhood home as well once or twice, intense negative energy surrounding my bed and I would wake up in real terror. I have been in spaces and have felt energy too, then hear others talk of ghosts.
For the last 10 years I have worked in a 19th c bldg with a great old elevator. It never scared me, but for the last 5-7 years I've horrible dreams of haunted elevators and being drawn to them and people getting hurt. This is not a dream site, but these dreams of the elevators relate to the fear and negative energy I feel in my room when I wake up.
I am 35 years old and now terrified to go to sleep. I got some black obsidian for work and by my bed. I tried 'talking' to the spirit energy to leave me alone or move on to no avail. Am I crazy?!