A Complete Violation

For those of you that have read my profile you will see that I have had two bad experiences. The first being "The Big One", and now the following describes the second.

I have had reservations on writing this one because of it's nature. It is not one of those sexual encounters, however it was a complete violation that left me feeling completely helpless.

It was a typical Saturday night filled with friends, campfires, food and entertainment. It was late into the night with most friends and family already saying the good byes. There was just small talk between Jennifer and myself as we watched the campfire die down. Jennifer decided to go inside to tidy up as our last guest left for the evening.

I was quite comfortable and stated that I was going to poke the fire a bit. My chair was facing the house/deck as I stirred the fire from my chair. I leaned back in my chair to gaze at the stars. I had only been in that position for just a minute when I realized sounds around me started to get muffled. It was like my ears were stopping up, however I never felt pressure of any kind in my ears.

I was trying to figure out what I was experiencing when suddenly a HUGE pressure laid on top of me. As if someone/something extremely heavy sat in my lap. I could not move. My reaction was to jump up but I could not budge. I had no control to lift my arms or legs. I tried to yell but was unable to get any sound out. I was completely helpless with the weight I was feeling.

This event lasted 3-4 minutes before it just stopped. All pressure gone. The nights sounds came back. I jumped to my feet and ran as fast as I could to the house. I was an absolute mess. I was shaking from head to toe. My eyes were tearing up and flowing down my face. I have never been held "captive?" like that before in my life. I had no control what so ever during those 4 minutes, as I stated before I felt completely helpless.

I screamed for Jennifer as I came in the door and she meet me in the living room. I sat myself down on the couch as I searched the room for ANYTHING that might have followed me. As I sat there, my fingers felt as if they were electrified. I could feel an intense current running through them. The whole experience left me worn and confused. I finally was able to tell Jennifer what had happened, which left her confused as well. We didn't know what to think.

My fingers eventually stopped feeling the electric feeling and I was able to calm down, a bit. I honestly don't know what it was. Paranormal? I feel it was. As you all know we have guests in and out all the time. Was this one? I don't know. Hoping you all can help with that. This happened about 2 and a half years ago. Hasn't happened since. I did not return outside that night and was fairly scared the times out after that night. Eventually as time passed so did that fear. But I do remember and think of it from time to time, especially when I'm out there by myself by the campfire.