Since the age of 9 I have suffered from serious insomnia. I wake up almost every night at around the same time (2.00-4.00).however, when I wake up I am in a serious state of fear, anxiety, paranoia. This has seriously affected me. When I wake I feel as though something is inside me physically and mentally, I usually put the telly on full blast to try and ignore this feeling does not subside. It's a feeling of complete disattachment from myself.
I remember every day that I saw something but can never remember what it was that I saw. Doors often bang and open or shut when I'm in this state.
Can someone please help with this because it's driving me to insanity and I wouldn't want to do something I regret. I have just watched 'fourth kind', whether you believe the film or not it describes exactly what is happening to me. Every night I fear to go to sleep.
I am 19 years old and this has gone on to long. I'm not crazy or insane just a normal lad who is suffering from this extreme case of possession.
I'm not fussed if you believe me or not, hopefully someone else is or has experienced similar events.
Please write back.