Since my first personal accounts were rejected, I attempted but couldn't find any other places network wise where I could be believed...
Since I was a child and moved into my current house I have lived in for about 10/11 years (basically my childhood), I have recently (as in the last 4 or so years) began having abnormal senses or paranormal activities. I honestly don't know how being sexually manipulated by demons could be a thing of "entertaining fiction" except for the sick minded. God. I came here so others in my experience could help and advice me properly.
My experiences are of: Seeing figures or people time and again in separate dreams going around my house and even having affairs with these "people". Lack of sleep because of stupid things trying to keep me up and awake or using my body in my slumber, small pieces of the future I would see or flash in front of me when I close my eyes.
When I was much younger though, I would have much crazier "visions" or insane dreams of wars or global conflicts even though I didn't have any video games or movies when I was 11/12/13 years of age. I saw strange corners of the world and its history that were obviously entirely hidden, secretive and sinister and selfish, even what I would learn later (after being scarred mentally from seeing) to be peadophilic sex rings, if you could even call the things they did "sex"... Understand that I was never molested or raped by any PERSON in my childhood but still had recurring disturbances of these things.
Again, I came here to be heard. I honestly don't know how other intensely more sexual fantasy-like stories made it on this site with its guidelines apparently not allowing me to speak out for help, advice and a f*cking voice. Because my family labeled me mental or mentally questionable I saw a psychiatrist, and have nothing but regular anxiety and depression (most likely a result of disturbances).
There are obviously countless crazy incidences I would like to actually be able to voice out here but I'm only a young 16 year old, if I have no voice on the largest global network (internet), and not in my life with people I know, there where CAN I get a voice?
There are around three or more figures that aren't human, but have been like family to me and my family (they too see these figures in real life or in dreams), which have both bothered and somewhat "helped" at times. They are attached to and afraid the most of me. I am alone on this matter, obviously my family doesn't get nearly as noticeably disturbed as I do. For those who actually deal with and talk to and handle demons/general spirits, especially of high rank (spirits), please, please, please tell me what to do, they won't get out of my house nor leave me alone. Please, tell me what to do. These are not mindless "demonic creatures", they are a kind of people that are stubborn and have ever suspicious personal intents and goals with me or my family. What do I do to end this. Or... Make it better, just resolve it really. Please tell me. Thank you for reading/hearing me out.
I haven't managed to get rid of it per say... Just manage it better now, if that makes any sense. I may not get ride of disturbances, but what I can do is manage my sensitivity levels as best I can...
I will upload more stories and get into details on how I have kind of developed this... "sensitivity"? Or whtvr it is, anyways thank u all so much fr the kind words ❤