Its been a while since I have visited this site... And I managed to get back into my old account, wow where do I even begin.
I want to clarify I hadn't realized just how many visions/paranormal experiences I blocked out from when I was younger until I read my old post... Now to be clear the experiences definitely didn't magically go away, but at least they're not as bad as they used to be.
I have to say I must've tried endless things to "get rid" of those disturbances... No, exorcising doesn't work, it makes them annoyed yes, but... It doesn't banish them. Went to several priests, even the "best" in the city.
I even went the more extreme route of pushing the limits and trying to get my doctors to give me something, anything that could ease up these "sleep hallucinations/elaborate visions" and "delusions" of mine.
With great reluctance, they did, low doses of a variety of strong schizophrenia medication. Crazily enough they had next to no effect except working as laxatives. Not uncommon, they said, for those who don't actually suffer from hallucinations, or paranoid delusions. Guess how frustrated that made me when I first heard that.
What made things worse, is that whenever I tried to search online for if anyone else had experienced this, surely there must be SOME people out there like me, the most I would find are tarot card sellers telling me "you have a gift, you are sensitive" which felt both condescending and useless to me.
To even the most self proclaimed spiritual people, they never seemed to be realistic about spiritual experiences, like the negative/weird/chaotic aspects of it. They talk about it like its a childhood fantasy dream, or they would be so minimal about describing it.
Well for me, its a little more graphic than that.
Like the bitter, problematic, resentful dead people that aren't "angels up in heaven" just because they're dead now. The stupidity and chaos in the "unseen/spirit" realm. The animals, oh god the obnoxious dead "spirit" animals and hungry pests that sneak in in the evening and take the essence of your food and ruin its taste, the kleptomaniac child spirits, the reckless yet terrifying and physically powerful non human Unseen beings, and their awkward attempts at communicating for afterlife "contracts/deals/friendships/relationships" and other vain/superficial/manipulative aspect of their culture, I could go on...
What DID manage to clear up my home of what seemed to be most of the "activity", was the most simple thing. Human occupancy. We did some simple repainting where teams of workers would occupy the most vacant abandoned corners of the house for a couple weeks, and that seemed to usher the big stubborn "guys" out, eventually.
Backstory on why my house has been "haunted"/"occupied":
My country is tropical and mountainous, meaning acres and acres of wild jungle have never been molested for 1000s of years, due to landsliding and preservation laws. The land has a sacred level of overabundant life and legendary history. Like a desert, but not barren. This naturally makes a lot of southeast Asia one of the most "spiritually alive"/"haunted" places on Earth.
Now, at my home's exact location used to be a big ancient tree, naturally when this house was built most buyers brought in all kinds of priests as we believe the trees are the homes of spirits and "djinns".
For almost a decade, no one stayed in that million dollar terrace and would always move out after at most 3 years. The realtors got really desperate, and drastically lowered the price.
Enter my lower class 9 child family with exceptionally bad luck, my mum felt there was something wrong with the house, my dad sees it as a steal as it was a terrace around the price of a small bungalow, in the middle of an upper middle class suburb.
Naturally, because of this my family members have had their fair share of poltergeists, possession, levitation apparitions, etc.
Like in the master bedroom, my mum got "taken over" by a strong non human entity (I will say Unseen being/Djinn), who entered through her mouth and made her eyes turn black, and voice turn into a low manly one, my dad was the only one to witness.
She levitated a few inches off of the bed completely still for a few minutes (she was quite overweight from post pregnancy at this time so this was exceptionally weird).
She coughed up lots of phlegm after finally pushing through and purging the pitch black misty mass from her throat, which pushed out reluctantly.
My mum only told me this story once, "he" said he wanted her, and was going to have her, whatever it takes. He was an old big fat heavy man of an entity. My mum obviously went to go get exorcised soon after, but wasn't sure if it fixed anything. The priest claimed to have caught the "guy" in one of his glass bottles he was to throw away at one of the local mountain rivers.
He was one of the first big entities to be banished, I'm assuming either through that priest or by over the years of human occupancy, and my family's collective banishing commandments we unintentionally stated during occasional prayers.
My parents never really talk about those things. Their marriage was also messed up pretty badly, my dad couldn't bring himself to come home, my mum couldn't bring herself to clean it.
They hated this house for the first 5 years.
They ended up separating when I was ten. It was one of the most relieving moments of my life. My mom moved out, dad started managing everything and the house began getting cleaned with hired help.
This was just back when we started living here for the first few years. It was always so scary and occupied but not by humans. By unseen previous owners who seemed too stubborn to leave and were used to pushing out people that came before us.
But I can't write much more here, so that's my update and some explanation surrounding the background of these disturbances...