I was hoping more than anything that the experience I posted about two weeks ago would be the first and last I have to talk about but its not.
Two nights ago it happened again. The strange thing is that it almost repeated itself the same way...
Let me explain better, I again worked until like midnight, my boyfriend was a sleep on the couch with our daughter so I went to the room and took my pants off, put a comfortable shirt on and slipped under the covers. Since it had been two weeks I decided to be brave and just sleep there. I was watching TV and once again I was leaning against the head board when I got that horrible feeling again. I felt like my heart was going to come out of my chest. Then I felt the blanket tightening against my body. I could feel a presence by my legs! This time I told it to stop in the name of God, that it was not welcome in my home and to leave now in the name of god. I said I'm not afraid leave in the name of god. It didn't stop. I felt like I was going crazy fighting something I couldn't see.
The blanket was very tight around my legs I could feel the pressure of the blanket. I was too afraid to continue, because I was struggling with it for an hour, so I ran out of the room and came into the living room where my boyfriend slept.
I lay on the other couch and called my mom to say a prayer with me. It was1:30am. My mom said she had some ugly goose bumps and a horrible feeling while I was on the phone with her. When I hung up I tried to go to sleep, because I was really tired. Well in the living room my blankets where tightening around my entire body! I was horrified to know that it wasn't just in the room, when it finally stopped, I heard my daughter twisting and turning in her sleep.
It really upset me because I couldn't tell anymore if it was just her or something else. I went to church on Sunday prayed for strength and courage. I realized I wasn't as close to god as I wished to be. I'm afraid to fall asleep and I get paranoid to even use a blanket!