My mother passed away on 15th April 2009. I decided to move into my mother's home and did the following month. One week after moving in I began to feel really sad, very scared, depressed and anxious. I never before really felt like this. I also felt this deep dark evil feeling inside of me which is kind of hard to explain. I never felt theses feelings before and I continue to feel like this.
Most of what I'm feeling is basically what I'm feeling inside. I did however wake up one night a month ago to a weird thing. First off I felt this stale air and a sense of evil in it. I looked towards the bathroom and the air in front of the bathroom seemed to be thicker and I felt something there. Before my mother died her home was always the safest thing to me. It was always filled with love, warmth and I always had a sense of goodness there. Since I moved in I have been feeling the opposite.
My mother used to tell me all the time that she was being visited in the evenings by her dead mother, sister and uncles on a regular basis. Although I have never experienced this, I am feeling that there is something in my home that doesn't want me there or wants to put me in such a depressive and saddened state that it will scare me out of there and to find somewhere else to live.
Can this be true and what can I do.
I am actually thinking about moving out.
Sometimes I get into this deep dark evil depressive state that I actually feel like I'm in hell.
It doesn't feel like my moms home any more.