I am a 26-year-old male and I live in India. About a year back I broke up with my partner. I was very depressed after the break up. I trusted that person very much. After the break up I started to stay up quite late when I was of on days off from work. I would sit and browse the internet as well as interact with other people on the net which helped ease my pain. I also visited prone sites, which I was interested and curious about as I never had a sexual relationship as such. The days were going fine until a few weeks ago. I only ever heard about demons or incubus/succubus attacks and was thinking that it was just some kind of psychological problem with people. However I am now being attacked by an incubus or ghost, which I am not able to tell clearly.
One night whilst sleeping I awoke to the feel of someone touching my legs (I used to lock my room door before I sleep) when I got up to have a look no one there. Later whilst I was browsing I felt a tingling sensation on my hairs and also on my shoulder. In the days that followed these touches continued but moved to other parts of my body which was not scary as such. About 3 weeks back, I started to feel touching sensations near my pubic sides and also on my penis.
One night I just closed my eyes and tried to concentrate to establish whether my mind was playing with me or if this was a real phenomenon. The sensation was somewhat kind of feeble. Pulsating touches with some silk thread or like a very feeble electric current, which increased from the toes to head like passing electricity and I could feel that pulsation in my groin in a very intense manner and felt like someone was touching me. I quickly shook this feeling away and immediately laid on my side. Within seconds I felt the same pulsation on my back near my shoulders and also on my buttocks at the same time. I could feel that pulsation down on my anal opening as if some male was trying to have sex with me. I unlocked the door and went to my brother's room and slept in his room with the mattress on the floor. (I am still sleeping in his room as I am not comfortable to sleep alone now) Even as I lay on the mattress in my brother's room I was still feeling the sensations again and again.
I never let that thing enter in me. I always shook it away, but these sensations come in waves. I am losing sleep and my asthma has triggered of again. I go to work and in the office I am experiencing these sexual touches. This is really happening, this is not a dreams or something. I can't tell anyone because here no one believes it.
Please someone help me by giving suggestions to get rid of it away.