My name is Kathryn and I am a 17 year old girl who believes in the paranormal. I've lived in the same house in Oklahoma basically my whole life. It is a two story loft that is about 60-70 years old. My mom told me that in this house on a few occasions when I was a toddler pictures would fall off of the wall as I walked by. I ALWAYS feel like something is watching me and following me around.
Not just in my house but mainly when I'm at home, but even when I'm not alone. My father died of cancer a little over a year ago in my house that I live in but I have yet to have any signs of him lingering in my house but my mom said on the one year anniversary of his death she woke up to him calling her name.
Before he passed he had said on numerous occasions he would try to open our back door and it felt as if someone was on the other side of the door holding the knob in place preventing him from opening it at first. He said on one occasion he woke up because he felt a shove on his back (he was laying on his side), and when he woke up in his semi-dark room he saw a line of different people he had never seen before standing by his bedroom door and he would blink and they were gone. This happened when he was dying of cancer. Maybe he was delusional? Or maybe he was slowly passing on and he was more vulnerable to the paranormal.
Do you think my house is haunted?
Ever since I was a kid I was constantly terrified in my house and sometimes other places then my house. Sometimes when I'm walking up or down my stairs I get this sudden urge to run. I don't know why. But I'm getting really sick of it. Two months ago I was at a friend's house getting drunk and I got way to drunk. The cops came because of the noise of everyone being drunk. I stood on the front porch staring at the cops and when they got to the porch I supposedly spit at them and GROWLED at them. I don't remember anything from this point and I myself, wouldn't ever do something like this.
My mother came to pick me up but I punched her in the face and made her lip bleed and my mother said it was as if I was fascinated with the sight of blood and kept hitting her. She said she fell and got back up and I was GONE. No where in sight. She then turned back around and I was right behind her staring at her smiling. The scariest part is that my mom said I had a blank look on my face and MY EYES WERE COMPLETELY BLACK, like my whole eye, not just the iris. When the cops saw me hit my mom one of them tackled me, I punched him in the face and my mom said it took four of their strongest officers to get me down.
I went to jail and the morning after had no clue what I did that night. I think I was possessed. I read that getting drunk or high puts you at a vulnerable state to where evil spirits are allowed to enter and takeover your body. I'm a good, caring person and would NEVER do stuff like that and I'm still shocked of what I did that night.
Thank you for reading. Do you think I was possessed? Has a demon been following me my whole life? Why me? Do I need to do something to protect myself from demons?