As per my last story I have been sleeping better but since my last night when I saw the foggy white shadow I have felt like I am being watched and I have been very paranoid. I talked to one of my co-workers about my issue and she thinks it is a family member coming to visit me and tell me how proud they are because at that time I just bought my first home and I just started my dream job. I felt a little bit better in hopes that maybe it was my Nannie who passed away about two years ago. I now wonder if she was trying to warn me about future events. I wonder this because a lot of strange and bad things have been happening.
The first month we moved into our new home I hated being alone in our bedroom. (I don't know why I just had a bad vibe) One of the neighbours had come over and welcomed us and we talked awhile on the home. She told us it had had a few owners from as long as she has been living next door. We had known that at the time of the sale. Not thinking anything of it until we were talking to another neighbour a few days later. She said that two people had died in the house. One was the first owner's wife she was very sick and passed away in our bedroom. The other was a man who owned it after, he loved gardening and he died of a heart attack in the back yard but wasn't found until the day after when a family member came to visit. We were a little uneasy about this but what else is to be expected when you purchase an old home. My boyfriend doesn't really believe the paranormal so when I told him about the bad vibes I had before even knowing someone died in our bedroom, he didn't think much of it.
It's now been over two months since we have been living in our new home. I have noticed a lot of strange things since we moved in. I find our stuff is always moved, such as keys, change, jewellery, cups and even our cats eating bowl. (Which is far too heavy for the cat to move) Also both the cat and the dog will stop playing with one another and will zone out at the same time and stare at the same place, when there is nothing there that I can see. My sister who often stays at our place is woken up every night at 3am in the morning on the dot. She never sees or hears anything but we both think it's strange. Also when I get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom I see shadows in my living room, but when I look there is nothing there?
There have also been things that have happened that do not have anything to do with the paranormal but I wonder if my Nannie was trying to tell me about them to.
My boyfriend has been let go from his full time job starting December 18th, which will make it really hard to pay all our new home bills. Also my sister told me about a week ago that six years ago she was raped by our cousin. I was the first one to know and since then there has been extreme stress on my family and we no longer want to see our cousin ever again. (My sister is now in therapy so hopefully she can start towards recovery)
I just can help but think that maybe all these issues are tied together with whatever I saw that night a few months ago. I like to think it was my Nannie because it gives me comfort with all the things going on lately. When something scares me I like to think she's with me and that she will help me and my family through all these tough and scary times. The truth is I really don't know what is going on and I am just really confused and upset with the events that have occurred. Any input would be appreciated.