My name is Kayley and I am 15 years old. I live in a small town in New Hampshire with my grandparents and new kitten. My family has lived in the same house for about 30 years.
When I was about 10, my mother had moved into a new house with her husband in East Concord. I started having the feeling that I had been being watched. I figured it might have been because I was young, younger kids are always scared to be alone at night. I had gone to sleep after my mother tucked me in around 10:30. At around midnight I wake up out of the random to see a figure out of my window. I rubbed my eyes quickly and keep staring. It was a white figure of a man's face looking into the window. Like any 10 year old would do, I went under my covers, with my heart beating faster than it has ever been and I laid there just wishing the man was gone. I had never told anyone about this encounter nor had I had another encounter until recent.
Now-a-days, I can never go through one night of sleeping; my doctor said it could be insomnia. My stomach always feels nausea and my anxiety is through the roof! I always feel paranoid, like someone is watching me. Especially at night, I feel like someone is watching me and I feel a lot of pressure on my body like I can't get up or if I do someone will be right there. I always hear faint whispers and ringing noises.
I also have been having images, in my mind, of people, maybe dead, maybe alive, I'm not positive. Most of the time it is an image of an older man, late 30's or 40's with black hair, pale skin, and he is wearing a tux, he always has an angry or evil look in his eye but it is only a faint image.
When I am home alone it feels like I get more scared in certain rooms such as my basement, my library, and bed rooms. I hear banging noises and I only once witnessed a cabinet opened that I never opened; lights sometimes seem to flicker but no electrical problems. I also always feel in an angry mood or as if I don't want anything to do with anyone. I have told my doctor about those feelings and she tested me for depression or any other mental illness and she could not find anything.
If anyone could please help me before things get worse, I need answers as too what is going on if anything at all. Please help! Explanations would mean a lot to me right now and I will be sure to explain further with any comments if needed!