Five Years ago, I had a near death experience. I lay on a landing bleeding from my skull for 2 1/2 hours. When taken to the hospital (luckily) by a roommate that found me who happened to come home after fighting with his girlfriend, the doctors said I should've been dead.
I saw a light temporarily and I could hear the paramedics say I should be dead. I lost 2 1/2 pints of blood and there was a three foot diameter of blood around where my head lay during this time. They wanted to transfuse blood, but I refused and said "let me go if it's my time."
Ever since, I've had a weird blood symbol on my right forearm. It looks like a weird "z" but all curved. I've never, ever injured my right arm as I am left handed.
I was angry a few months ago while cooking a casserole for my kids and wife and the stove glass blew off the outer layer unexplainably with a massive shake and horrible sound.
A few weeks ago, I blacked out temporarily while arguing with a friend of mine about his pride and threw him out the window of his own house with my right arm by grasping on to his throat. (He's twice my size and keep in mind I'm left handed.)
The other day, I found a dead bird and breathed life back into it after bloodletting the Knights of Templar sign on the floor where I set it following its death.
I saw my first apparition at 14. A dead beautiful bride in her wedding gown. Not threatening, but seemed to beckon for love or help.
Can someone offer advice on this symbol on my arm? Please Please I cannot figure this out, but I think I've made a bad deal to save my own life. If anyone out there knows this symbol or something close, please help.