It seems like someone or something does not want me to tell this story. This is my second try. I must have pressed something I shouldn't have and the story disappeared. My story involves spiritual sexual predators.
My husband was an alcoholic and died when he was fairly young (52 years old). He had a stroke 5 years previous and then subsequently developed heart failure and cancer. He died two days before Christmas 1998.
I have felt walking on the bed for a while, I can't remember when it started. My daughter felt this also. My husband, while napping in his bed after his stroke would often tell me to get the cat out of the room. The cat was never in his room. He never believed in spirits. That is until the week before he entered the hospital for the last time. He was sitting at the edge of the bed shaken and pale. He said that something had just jumped on his bed. It must have been pretty strong for him to relay this message to me. That is when I realized that what I was experiencing was not in my head.
August 1, 1999 was the day I will never forget. I found myself in the midst of a frenzied sexual attack by spirits. I was scared beyond belief but I also was starving for attention. I prayed the whole time while submitting to their and my desires. I was resting in bed but was awake. The strange thing is that when I opened my eyes, the room had taken on a green glow, but quickly dissipated.
I was in ecstasy for 3 straight days. There was nothing else that I would think about. I realized at some point what I was doing and sought the help of a priest in a local parish. He just told me to do an act of contrition, and that was it. He didn't know how to deal with this.
Because I subconsciously don't seem to want to let this go, it has been going on for eight years now. But I still don't know what I am dealing with. Should I be afraid. At times I am terrified and will sleep in the living room with the light on, but this is rare.
Please, if someone can tell me what is really going on, I would appreciate it. I do want to tell you that one time I was half asleep and while this was happening I happened to see a reflection in the TV by me. I was a white swirl above my body.