I'm writing this because I've done everything else and this seems like a last resort if you know what I mean. Basically my life revolves around ghosts and I-can't-identify-wtf-you-are things. If you have read my prior story which I do recommend you read, you will see that for as long as I can remember a voice has talked to me in my head. I see ghosts and spirits just as many of you and if you need info on that I'd be happy to provide you with some but my main concern is how they're affecting my life.
Lately I haven't been able to sleep at night and I recall a time where I similarly couldn't sleep in the night. Sometimes I can't sleep due to ghosts and sometimes it's because I just have so many thoughts and concerns that I don't know when to stop. I know all this sounds normal, but I am far from that.
I go to school so these entities haunt me and stop me from doing everything. I have always been "different" and "goth". Last year my friend tried to kill herself and that hugely affected me. The world around me changed as it was the year my parents also got a divorce. My friend's attempts at suicide pulled me into reality while I was still halfway in this land of my own depression. Because suicide was something I thought about a lot it didn't hit me so hard but it hurt.
So many things are changing for me lately. I told my friend I see ghosts but she acknowledges it and then never brings it up again. She didn't ask questions or even comment on the subject. I'm not sure where to go on that one... And my friend who also sees ghosts helps a lot. She goes to a school counselor but I'm not sure if I'm ready for that.
I'd really like help and advice and anything else you can give besides "Jesus will save you" comments. I'm really stuck right now so please help. If you need any more information at all please ask. Thank you all so much.
*If this matters, I am a Wiccan as I've said before.