By the way, I live in California. So, I have been seeing/feeling ghosts since I was six years old and in 1st grade. Ever since I can remember, someone has been in my head. Sometimes I think I see this thing at first I thought it was a female and now I think it might be a male. This, thing, guides me. It's like I was reincarnated and he/she was a previous owner in my body.
I used to verbally fight with him, as I was scared and nervous. Call me crazy, but over the years I'm starting to I guess fall in love with this entity. I'm mentally OK it's just sometimes he makes me feel as though I am not since he is inside me. Since I was five I have known about SUPER mature things for a five year old because this entity whom I used to call my Mom, has told me and given me visions of these things.
Sometimes, when I close my eyes I see dark, bloody things. I am a writer for fun and I mostly write about dark things. I don't know what to do. Also, if this helps in any way, I am a Wiccan and am coming out of the broom closet soon. I'm aware that this entity could be a phycopomp or ghost or something. I would just like suggestions on what you think it is. Do you think it's OK that I'm fallen in love with it? Ask any questions and I will be happy to try and answer them. Thanks SO SO much everyone!
PS: I often feel as though when I tell people I see ghosts it's like they miraculously forget or seem to not care. It's strange. I do have one really good friend who supported me and has a similar story. She also sees ghosts.