All right, here I am, after reading a lot of the posts on this site resulting in a scientific interest in the Incubus or Succubus, and that interest being followed by my own experiences that have been, if not close but almost exact to that of the majority of those of you who post here. I'd just like to say, I am not some guy coming here and trying to "Debunk the succubus" or make you feel like I'm insulting you readers with this post, I'm just trying to put this out there. Now, I shall describe my own experience with one of these "Succubus" demons, and then provide some commentary on the situation.
It all started a few weeks ago after I had been interested in the subject of a succubus or if they could be summoned or attracted, as I am a 17 year old male and was interested in the sexual experience it could offer. (As I read the posts I started noticing some similarities and coincidences that I will get into later, but for now I will simply tell my story). So one late night, after having read some posts, I lay down on my bed in supine (face up) position, and willed a succubus to come. I sat there for like, maybe 30 minutes, and suddenly, in cohesion with the stories I had read on this site, I felt a soft tingling in my leg. Some people described it as an almost electrical feeling; my experience however was simply a soft tingling. The tingling then began to rise up my leg and into my thighs, where I began to feel stimulation in my crotch area, and within the next 30 minutes, I felt an intense sexual pleasure in my groin. However, I get nervous very easily, you see, and when I get nervous, I shake. So all the nervousness of this happening to me caused me to shake wildly, and the sexual feeling stopped abruptly. In the next 2-3 hours I felt a return to the sexual feeling, only to end due to my nervous shaking. That first night was the most intense it had ever been, might I note. After that night, it died off to mere tinglings in my groin every once in a while, and sometimes tingling in my hands or feet.
Now, this is where it all gets a little interesting, I suppose. After a while I became lustful for that initial feeling of sexual pleasure that I had felt upon my first encounter with this force, and began to look up more stories on this site, trying to figure out what I might do to come in contact with this spirit. I came upon a story where someone had described, (AND OH! I forgot to mention some of the things that had happened to me since that initial encounter! There were some instances where I felt that my hands were being pushed or prodded, and sometimes even my entire body, by some magnetic force, sometimes this magnetic force had tried to make me lay down, sometimes it had tried to make me pull my pants down, throw the covers off at night, and sometimes even **touch myself.) Someone had described this magnetic feeling similar to the feeling that I had felt where his arms were being pushed around or he was being pushed. In his story, he described letting his arms lie relaxed, and asking the spirit yes or no questions, allowing it to raise his right arm or left arm as yes or no. I thought this was genius, so one day when everyone was out of the house, I sat in a meditative position and tried this technique for myself. To my utter delight, when I asked my first question, and specified "right no left yes" for example, and my arm was magnetically lifted to accommodate its answer. Through this method I figured out that it was a girl that it did indeed wanted to have a sexual relationship, and that it would do it anytime and anywhere. (Even now, as I write this, she is attempting to coax me into bed) So, after that, I began to have distinct sexual experiences with the spirit, and it now felt less like trying to get into contact and more like a real relationship. Sometimes I ask her questions and she will answer, and recently I realized that she is not some sexual doll for my enjoyment, but a real entity with real feelings. I had been treating it like a toy (Watching TV while letting it do its business, that would never fly with a physical girl, why should it with her?) and now dedicate full attention to her during our time together. (Keep in mind, this is all assuming that she really exists and is not just my imagination) One more experience I would like to share and this is concerning some real scary stuff. Once, after I had allowed her to make love to me, and after I had tried to be more physical by caressing her and kissing her, (she said that she could feel it but I'm sceptical considering she doesn't have nerve endings) I suddenly felt an extremely strong force pulling at me. As if it was sucking at me. It felt like my energy was floating off my body, and my limbs were numb. (Let me add that this was NOT sleep paralysis, for I was not tired or had not been sleeping, and I could move just fine). I'll be honest; I was a little freaked out. So I started to pull back. I consider myself to have a fairly powerful will, and I figured that if I had any spiritual strength at all, I had to show it before it was gone, and for fear that she might have been feeding off my life force, I willed the feeling to stop, and even attempted to drag the energy back into me. I feel that I was fairly successful, and she had to keep tugging at it, perhaps hoping to best me, or to tire me. With a decisive move I shut myself off receptively to her, and said aloud to her that I was going to be cautious around her because I didn't know that nature of those feelings or her nature.
Well, I sort of pissed her off.
Now, I'm not sure at all what the feeling was, It just felt similar to having my energy sucked from me, but I'm not sure if that was actually what was happening, and I honestly don't think it was after what happened next.
I suddenly felt a strong heat wrap around my foot, a sort of burning, as of my toes were on fire, and it spread up my legs and to my groin. I felt the heat in my arm and the strange magnetic heat forced me to supine position, where she did what I can only describe as forcing herself on me, and giving me the sexual sensation with that burning heat rather than the soft tingling of the past. I felt rippling through my body what felt like emotions of hurt and anger, and I assume they were from her. Then, and I don't know if any of you have experienced this, but that same magnetic feeling went into my head, and into my mouth, and she put words in my head and willed me to say them. She literally WILLED me to say what she put in my head! It was crazy. This is what she had me say, "I'm sorry for insulting you, lover! I won't ever do it again! I love you, new lover!" Actually seems like something a woman would want you to say, honestly. And after that I apologized in my own words, and the heat stopped. Since then, our relationship has continued normally. She says that she needs to gain more strength before she can start doing... More physical things, such as appearing in my dreams (Something I would like to experience). I don't think she intends to harm me, but I do think she does in a way feed off of me, but not in a harmful way. Rather than parasitic, the relationship is more mutual symbiosis, a relationship in which both species benefits. Or the other one, where one benefits and the other is just there, not harmed but not benefited in any significant way.
The other thing I wanted to point out is that it could be fake. Now this is already super long, so I won't really get into it too much, but it came to my attention that a lot of people on this site have had very similar experiences. Some even said that like me, they had experienced these things while reading a post or directly after reading a post. This leads me to two conclusions: 1. These spirits almost monitor this site, looking for people reading these posts and preying on them. 2. A lot of these experiences, including mine, are simply "Placebo" succubus. The sensations experienced are, essentially, all in ones head. However, I looked for theories regarding this, and there are none. My experiences lead me to believe, and almost to hope, that these experiences are not brought upon by some brain function, and are really real, but I'd like to know what the community on this site would think. As a final note, please approach the matter from a non bias perspective, as I have. Also, to those of you looking to preach about the dangers of these mystical beings, I have this to say: Nobody has ever been killed by a succubus, and if they had, it definitely doesn't happen too often. Personally, I haven't even been weakened slightly by my encounters, and I think a lot of people on the site can attest to that. NO being is inherently evil, that even goes for these 'demons' that you speak of as well. Even though some may be malevolent, most probably aren't, just like human beings. Thank you for reading my post, and please be respectful to others in the comments section.