My mind can't stop debating over this experience of mine, if this falls under the paranormal category or just another episode of my mind going crazy.
You see prior to this experience, I had a couple of traumatic incidents that completely changed my mentality. My parents, who are completely aware of this, suggested that I should see a specialist but right away I told them "I don't need a doctor" (because I'm not crazy) and I'm nowhere near suicidal. So on to my story.
It was a normal Friday morning. I went to work as usual, doing this and that just to keep myself busy, when our cashier approached and updated me about the checks to be released. I told her that I'm going to pass her message to the person who is really in charge for that. Let's just name the person in charge as "J".
I went to J's table. I stood there looking at her for about 5 seconds and I swear her face was as black as the night. I'm not talking about dim light black, but black as black. This might sound comedic if her skin is really black, but it's not. You can compare her skin tone to that of a Korean or Japanese. She's not the "morena" type which most Filipinas are.
Five seconds might be short, but for me that's long enough to realize that I'm talking to a different person, perhaps a different entity. One thing's for sure, that's not her. I felt this kind of fear inside my gut but still, I relay to her our cashier's message. I return to my table with my brain clouded with fear, confussion and survival instinct that that entity is out to get me.
That day ended with calming myself not to do anything about it. To ignore it. Up until now, I'm still disturbed about it. I never told J about this. I know in myself that I'm not crazy and I know what I saw.
I decided to share this hoping that in this way, I could get over with the experience. Any comments about having the same experience are highly welcome and thanks for reading my story.
I was in front then her horse flew past mine and when she was in front of me I saw her horse do a buck in mid canter and my mother went up in the air and fell down on her head.
I jumped off my horse and landed on my back side, picked myself up quickly and ran over to my mum who was laying on the ground face down and not moving. I was only 12 and I didn't know what to do so I started yelling and screaming at her to get up but she didn't move. Then I started to hit her and I kicked her in the side and she started breathing very loud.
Her skin was purple and I guess it was from lack of oxygen and from the trauma of the fall. When she woke up after about 5 minutes she didn't know who I was, who she was or where she was. Later when she had regained her memory of what happened she said that she had no idea who anyone was and when she looked at peoples faces they were black and fuzzy.
Maybe that is like something that you had? Maybe not the trauma of falling off a horse but maybe it had something to do with your oxygen levels? I don't know? Just a suggestion but as other's have stated I would seek medical advice because it could be something related to your health?