I have met some people that have both psychic and medium abilities, tell me that the presence lingering in my life is a demon, a frustrated spirit, a mad ghost, some of them have just told me to get a priest or to just get rid of it, as they didn't have any idea of what it was but was sure it was dark and vile. I sometimes too think it is evil but other times I feel like he might be watching over me and feel secure.
I talked about how I met this presence in my story "Dont let him in". I wanted to share details on this entity, so maybe I can find out what he is, or maybe what he wants.
Ever since that night, where he made his presence clear for the first time, my abilities have been much more sensitive. I could walk into a house and tell if their is a presence or not. I pick up on emotions and energies like a sponge, worst then it use to be. I have a lot of premonitions also that have been proved right, many times.
Paranormal things have been happening to my mom when she was pregnant of me and then, ever since I have been a baby. But my abilities have climbed with and obvious intensity ever since "he" came along.
It was a dark time of my life when he came around, had insomnia and I'm wondering if that's the reason why he was attracted or is it just because things like that have always been part of my life and will always be? I have to admit, that his presence had darkened me at the time, I had a certain attraction to very dark subjects. Please bear with the length of this story, it gets better.
The first year with the entity was from time to time things flying off shelves, doors openning and closing, the shower would start by it self and sometimes even a voice could be heard. I could never really tell what he is saying. But the second year was by far the worst. I started seeing this entity. The interaction with him was getting intense to the point where I saw him appear at least 5 times a day. He never does anything though, he just watches me from a few meters away.
One night, I got awakened by something trying to turn me around on my bed. I was sure it was my mom, but then I heard a voice and it was very manly. My father lives in another town so it couldn't have been him obviously. When I woke up, nothing was there. That week I dreamnt of him 3 times. But I'm not sure if one of them is a dream or if its real. I was sleeping and someone sat on my bed so it woke me up. When I looked, that same entity was sitting at the edge of my bed, staring outside the window. He turned around and moved his hand and tapped my bed so that I could come beside him. It felt so real but I wasn't scared. I crawled to him and rest my head on his lap. He petted my hair and I fell asleep again. When I woke up I was at the edge of my bed in the same position.
He may seem like no threat. But sometimes when I don't want to give him my time, or I ignore him he gets pissed off and has come to bang on the walls so hard that things that are on shelves fall off. But when these agressive scenes happen, I can't see him. He has also manifested himself at night many times when I'm in bed. He touches my thighs, arms and even breasts sometimes, but I don't let him. And once he was touching other areas and it freaked me out so I turned around really fast. And the door of my room opened by itself when it was shut and then I heard a huge bang in the hallway. I was too scared to go check but in the morning, the 2 paintings that are usualy on the wall were on the floor.
But what scares me the most is when I was with my best friend, who is also sensitive to these things, we were eating lunch in my kitchen. We were just talking and something fell in the bathroom. We ignored it, but then something made a noise in my room and then it was somewhere else. So we started getting scared at this point but didn't think anything of it. But then the glass that was in the middle of the table flew off. I just picked it up and put it back on the table.
I was petting my cat, and at this point she started hissing and ran away. I stared at my lap and just started day dreaming. When I looked at my friend she seemed terrified. When I asked her what's wrong she said to get away and to not touch her. I was so confused. So I said what are you so afraid of, I don't understand. So this is what she said: "You were staring down, and all of sudden you looked up at me, but your eyes weren't the same, you looked evil. And gave me a really scary smile. When I asked what you were doing, you didn't say anything and just stopped smiling." I don't recall doing this at all. It was like blank to me.
He has even hurt people most dear in my life but that will be in another story. I am writing this now, even though he hasn't manifested himself in awhile because I have a very strong feeling that his next appearance is in just a matter of days.