I have a major problem. It all started with a simple soft knock on my front door while I was rocking Lilly in the recliner. So I looked through the peep hole and didn't see anyone, opened the door still no one. I put Lilly in her bed and grabbed a book to read. I had read about two chapters when I heard a knock at the door again, thinking it was our neighbor's kid pulling a prank I opened the door looked down both directions of the hall and saw nobody nor did I hear running. So I went back inside and locked all the doors, as I was alone with Lilly, and started cleaning up a bit to take my mind off things.
I was cleaning the shower room when there was a shadow that passed the bathroom door leading into the shower room. So I quietly slipped out the back bathroom door, grabbed my dagger (I collect knives and daggers) from the master closet and snuck into the hallway. When I got to Lilly's door I heard her scream "No bad man stop!" I quickly opened her door to see a dark tall figure standing in her room. I grabbed her out of bed and told the spirit to go that it was not welcome in my house.
Got Lilly dressed and went to a woman I know who sells sage and things of that nature from her home. She has known me since I was little so we talked a bit, though I didn't mention anything about what was going on. I was about to leave when she took my hand and said "Keep a close eye on this one, she isn't much different from you." I told her I would and thanked her for the sage. I dropped Lilly off at a friend's house and went back to the apartment did a cleansing and brought her home.
For two days nothing happened and everything was peaceful. My brother and his family needed a place to stay for a little while so I said they could stay with Lilly and I for awhile until they got things straightened out. A month goes by and one night after Lilly and my sister-in-law laid down I was meditating trying to clear my head when I felt something behind me. I turned around thinking Shawn had come in and I didn't see anything. So I peeked in on Lilly and snuck back to my room where my sister-in-law and brother are currently sleeping to see they were both out cold. So I went on the porch to smoke a cigarette and I could feel something out there with me.
I told the spirit to show itself or get out, not really in the mood to play games tonight. I watched and listened and didn't hear anything so I went back inside wanting to read on my book some more until Shawn got home, to find it gone. I looked everywhere I would have put it but it wasn't there. So I put on a CD and listened to some music and lit an incense.
Shawn got home and we talked a little bit and he asked me if I was in the back bathroom the night before which I wasn't so I asked why. "I could hear someone walk in and it sounded like the door shut. I thought you were getting Lilly a pull up or something so I just went back to sleep." I told him I would take care of it and he went on to bed.
The next day I woke up with an unexplained rage that just wouldn't go away. I felt like I could fight anyone that stepped to me and win. Seeing violent scenes in my head of hurting my ex, adrenaline pumping through my veins and nothing could calm me down. So I asked Shawn to take Lilly to the park, that I just needed to get myself calm. He asked me what was wrong and I honestly just didn't know, so he left with her and told me if I needed him just to call.
The rage just kept getting worse by the second and turned to anxiety so severe I couldn't breath. This isn't me I kept telling myself, which it wasn't. Normally I am a very calm laid back person. Why was this happening to me? I then saw the tall dark shadow but this time he had a face. Long wavy hair eyes of solid black and a grin of curiosity, the rest of him looked hazy and out of sorts. The rage had slipped back in the place of anxiety and I began yelling at him to get out of my house and to stay away from my daughter. I felt his hands around my throat squeezing tighter by the second.
"It's you I want" gasping for air I did everything to get away. How do you fight off a spirit he couldn't feel my blows that passed right through him. He laughed and said "Please keep fighting me, you will only make me stronger." Even though I felt like I could pass out, I closed my eyes and did everything I could to try and create a light force inside of me and push it out. His grip loosened a little but not much. "Look at me!" He screamed "Look at me now!" I opened my eyes and and mustered up everything I could. Get out of my house I growled.
"I will be back, you cannot escape me." He backed up and walked out my side glass door. I crumbled to the floor no energy left in me to cry. I have to figure out how to stop this. If this could happen to me then what would stop him from getting to my daughter or my family? I have cleansed my apartment repetitively. Salted my doors and windows everything I know to do and he won't leave. Please anyone who has experienced something like this before tell me what I can do to get rid of him. I don't know what to do.