I've been having a younger friend who is 11, over the last few months and that's when the sounds started. To be honest I'm terrified to be alone at home. The first time was a animalistic growl. The next few times is now animal screams like a mix of a pig and dog.
Next it's the screams followed with the sound of a chainsaw and voices saying something in tongues.
It's getting worse and worse every day. The screams and things being knocked over and the three knocks. I feel like its mocking god and me since my name is Trinity. My animals go to the basement with me when I do go but they won't go to the back room where the Holiday decorations are. Before I thought it was a spirit I thought oh it must be a Halloween decoration going off because we left it on...
But we don't have animated Halloween decor we only use ceramic, gel, foam and plastic. I used a smudging kit to keep it in the basement. But I'm afraid that it's too strong and aggressive. Some nights I will experience just pure terror to the point where I just want to cry and scream. It won't let me sleep, it won't let me live without fear. It feeds on my family's constant fighting.
I've tried to seal it, I've tried to lock it away. This must be the punishment of what I did when I was a child.
To be honest I was sick of being bullied and I cut my hand with a knife and put my blood in a glass of water and drank it. It also doesn't help that I do practice witchcraft.
But my witchcraft is of the light not the dark. Hopefully this isn't all my fault.
Yes, there is a definite difference between white and black magic and there is no absolute link between witchcraft and devil worship. However, you are dealing with powerful forces at a very young age. Just as the story of the "Sorcerer's Apprentice" warns, these things should not be undertaken by a novice without proper supervision. If these practices speak truly to the beliefs you hold then you should seek like-minded guidance. Look up new age and spiritualist churches and stores in your area and see if a parent (or trusted adult) will take you there to learn more.
Meantime, I second the recommendation for a cleansing either by Rook's method or any other, which you have researched and aligns with your beliefs. As you mentioned you have already smudged bear in mind that sometimes using multiple methods can be helpful and often clean sings require repetition to be thoroughly effective.