Before I begin with the weird things that have been happening, I would like to ask a question, or better yet get some feedback.
When I was about 11 or 12, I was forced to play the Ouija board, yes, I was forced. I remember it moving by itself and feeling very nauseated. My question is this. Could I have released something and if so, could it be haunting me, following me?
As you all may know in recent posts I was planning a wedding, I've done it and now I am officially married! Anyway, some weird things have been going on and I don't know exactly what to think. In the last couple of months there has been an abnormal amount of flies in the restroom window. There is nothing dead there is no stagnant water, very clean. It's disgusting and annoying. My husband has searched every inch of the restroom and still he comes up with nothing. Other strange things have also happened. I am constantly feeling like I am being watched. My husband sometimes likes to stay up late and watch TV while I am lying in bed. I have this ugly feeling that someone is there with me. Showering has come to be a 10 minute ordeal because the entire time I am in the shower I'm constantly looking out so I make the showers quick.
Now, I don't think it could be the stress of "married life"; we were living with each other before we even got married, so it's not him nor is it the "married life". But, I've noticed that after we got back from our honeymoon, that's when things starting getting a little weird. We will lock the doors at night wake up and they are unlocked. Our cat Mena will sometimes sit and stare at me without blinking and it gets to the point where I have to shoo her away. Driving into our driveway, you can see an outline of someone standing off to the right. My husband has seen it and has looked for the person when we got out, but nothing. However, this is the strangest thing; I hear things, no, not in a mental patient kind of way, but sometimes just whispering. I can't make out what is being said or if anything is being said at all, but I can hear something. I will ask my husband if he hears anything and he says no. Sometimes, I day dream about little towns that aren't even here. It's kind of hard to explain and I am a little embarrassed by it, but I think of other places, other people.
In 2004, I went to an astrologer, when she completed my chart she was shocked, I was the 2nd person she knew that had a bowl, where all my plants laid to one side. She said that I was a painter, a male, very sad and lived in another time (whatever that meant). Now my thing is this, I know I am not crazy, but could something have attached itself to me? Because secretly, everywhere I live and everywhere I go, there is something there, to some it might be fun and exciting but it's gotten to the point where it is not as fun as I thought it would be. Could my past life be affecting me today? Could I have let something out when I played the Ouija board? Or am I just being silly?