India is blessed with certain traditions and customs. It has innumerous religions and castes unlike any foreign country. I belonged to the religion of Hindus and of Brahmins caste. Our caste is considered as high ranked caste. My father works as a main priest in the Shiva temple of Mahabaleshwar, in Andhra Pradesh. We are restricted to watch erotic pictures and other stuff. There was rule in our caste that if a person deserves to see or feel erotic, strictly speaking he will loose his religious characteristic and finally he should perform poojas and homas to relieve the sin.
I am a man of lust and I could not control myself.
One fine day when I returned home from school, I sprinted to my computer room and started watching some porn movies in my two door bedroom. I forgot to bolt the back door. My grandma without making any kind of noise came and saw me masturbating on the chair. As soon as she saw me she yelled like anything that everyone came to the room and scolded me and the day ended.
They never revealed what they had caught me doing to my father as I would loose my religious characteristic. Regardless I continued this twice a day.
My grandma died on 5th January 2009. So realizing the fact that she was not there anymore, I sprinted to the computer and bolted both the doors from inside so no one could come in. I opened the erotic videos.
After some 5-10 minutes my computer switched itself off. At first I thought this may be due to low power. I switched it back on and again it switched off but only when I kept the porn movies. The computer went off 4-5 times. Then I realized that my grandma was not dead and her soul was warning me.
This incident truly changed my life and never again have I watched erotic stuff. I got rid of all porn from my computer.
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