I have been haunted for life with a gift I have, but there is a new spirit who showed himself to me last night. It freaked me out so bad that I have cried most of the day. I see them but what happened to me last night was the worst of them all.
My children told me last week that they saw a ghost that looked like a dog. It was white but they said they thought it was a man but it was crawling like a dog. Last night I got ready for bed like always and I felt very weird. I felt no spirit around so I was cool. I got into bed and my boyfriend was asleep before I was. I looked up at my dolls and one of them looked over at me and smiled real big. I tried to wake up my boyfriend but couldn't move.
The next thing I know from my side of the bed was a man in all white on all fours. He was crawling like a dog. He crawled from my side into the bathroom. He looked at me and smiled to. At the same time as my doll. I was trying to say Satan I rebuke you in the name of Jesus Christ but I was not able to talk. It felt like my mouth was glued shut.
When I was able to move he was no longer in my bathroom. I felt so scared I wanted to die. He was evil. The thing is my children and my boyfriend has seen this white thing but never saw what I did thank GOD.
Do you know I have had dolls all my life and never seen one turn there head and smile. The doll all ready had a smile on her face but this smile was an evil smile. I am so freaked. I do not want to go to bed tonight in fear this will take place again. Why is it that when they show there self to me I cannot move or speak. I want God to take this gift from me or show me how to us it.
Please help me. I have seen demons before and people say there is no way but why do I see them? Why do they come to me? I'm a good person and I have a great heart and I don't know why they want to freak me out. I need to learn how to use my gift to fight these things. Can anyone help me before I go crazy? I did forget to say that a few days ago there was an evil dog growling in my room but no dog to be found. Not only did I hear it but it woke my son up and my boyfriend heard it to. It also came from my side of the bed. Please give me hope that I can live my life without fear.