Our eldest sister, whose child passed away in February 2009, is wishing to see her daughter face to face but seems not possible. Till this date, she couldn't move on as she misses her daughter too much. In dreams, she always sees her daughter as "sickly", the same as those days before she died. Recently, she had a dream that she saw her daughter lying down in bed and told the former that she will not be able to study anymore, as she is always sick. About 2 weeks ago, my sister dreamed of a red lizard inside a red balloon and she wants to know what this means. She wants to know too why she could not see her child face to face when other people who are on the same case can see their loved ones and why her dreams about her daughter are always sad.
As for me, I've been feeling sad too about our loss but I am trying to move on. For that matter, I safely put those sad memories inside a box and hid it into an invisible cave and declared I will open it one day when the time is right. All of us are missing my niece too much, i.e., her being cheerful, her stories, how she carries herself, her being friendly, she can level herself to anybody and everybody loves her, her naughtiness at times, her compassion not only to us but also to pets around her, and most of all, we miss her high-pitched voice. I've sent thoughts to my niece too who is already up there that right now, I am still not ready to see her "face to face" but I will be glad if I can see her through my dreams and have a little chit-chat with her. So far, I dreamed of her for only 2 times, around March-April 2009 (last time the dream was very clear and it was when she said that she's going and not looking back anymore. She was with a little boy (not sure who was that) and they're both wearing electric blue clothes (T-shirt and shorts).
As to my own experience, something or would rather say, somebody was trying to get my attention by just popping up and trying to be visible in the corner of my eyes or sometimes, I feel like somebody is embracing me or touching my shoulders or my arms, even my leg. It's been always like this especially when I am busy of something or in deep thinking.
Last night (17 July), while I was watching TV in my bedroom, there was an apparition of a head (up to shoulders without a body), near the crucifix on the wall but when I focused directly, it disappeared. Then a few minutes after that, our dog was outside barking. I usually check incidents like this. I went out of the balcony to see who he was barking at. I just saw a tricycle (3-wheel motorcycle with side car, a public vehicle being used inside villages) parked outside the gate of our neighbour (beside our house) but I stayed outside for around 3 minutes before going back to my room and entered. When I touched the doorknob, I noticed it was "wet" as if somebody poured water on it. It was not dripping but it was literally wet. I was sure that both of my hands were not wet when I got out and the doorknob was dry.
This morning (18 July), I was telling my experience of last night to a nephew when suddenly we both heard a familiar voice laugh loudly (the same voice of my niece who just passed away last February), It was as if it was as coming from the neighbourhood next door. We know the people living there as they are our tenant's but nobody has that voice in their household. My nephew thought he heard the cat laugh but I said, no, it's a girl's voice. I don't think the voice came from a TV because it was early this morning when we heard it clearly (as if the person was just a yard away) and we were sure that everyone was still asleep within the neighbourhood.
Anyway, when I started to work in the PC here near my bedroom, again, there were apparitions and flashes of silver light (round) of some kind showing up on the right side (in the built-in cabinet here in the hallway) but whenever I look, it disappears. It repeated itself by just standing on my right side for several times then the same thing, it disappeared. Also, a few minutes after, I smelt an "after-shave" cologne, the same one like what my Father was using when he was still alive. When I asked downstairs if they can smell the strong scent, my elder sister (my niece's Mom) came up and said that yes, the scent is too strong. She said that perhaps it's my brother who splashed cologne but I am sure it's not my brother as he was downstairs before I even open the PC here upstairs...
The apparitions were in white and silver colours (like that of a visible orb) but I couldn't decipher the message it was trying to reach out. Why are they showing up? I am not sure if those entities that I see in the corner of my eye are just one and the same or different.
If it is my niece who was trying to get my attention, how come she never communicates with me nowadays through dreams? A month ago, I saw her inside my mind through meditation but I panicked, as I never expected to see her face to face but I regret that it ended so soon. I wanted very much to ask her how is she and let her know that we all miss her and wish her to come back in physical, if God would ever grant it.
Would anyone please help me decipher what would the message be? Thank you so much for your time reading my article. Hope to hear from you soon.