My name is Kerry, Lets start from the beginning, I was 16 years old and living with my parents, I remember everything like it was yesterday.
I was laying in bed having trouble falling asleep in fact I was wide awake I had to catch the bus at 7 am so I was mad that I was still awake. I looked up at the clock, it was 12 midnight. I went to turn on my side, when all of the sudden from the start of my feet the blanket started to tighten up the next thing I know I could not move anything but my eyes. I was trying to scream but it was as if my voice was taken. Everything was so intense all I could see was a very dark shadow. I started praying for god to help me then within seconds it stopped.
I leaned up in my bed trying to grasp what had just happened. When I realized what had happened was very real I got up and ran into my mom's room. She woke up and immediately asked me what was wrong because she said I was pale and looked scared out of my mind. I told her what had happened and she believed me immediately. I have never been so scared in my life.
The next day she anointed my door and windows but I wasn't ready to sleep in there again. Months past and I started to forget what had happened until one night when I was in the living room late at night. I turned facing the couch and from my feet to my head it was happening all over again once again. I couldn't scream, couldn't move so I began to pray for gods help again and within seconds it was gone.
Feeling alone and scared it wasn't long until I moved out of my parents house. I moved into an apartment with a friend and everything was going great it had been a year and nothing had happened then one night while laying in my bed it happened again. It feels like someone is trying to take over me, like something trying to get in. I resist and resist.
Now this started happening when I was 16 and I am 23 now and it still happens. It even happened once with my boyfriend in bed with me and he didn't wake for any of it because I lay there helpless.
I have come to the fact that something is after me and I do believe that it is demonic forces trying to possess me. And I think that if I wasn't so strong in my beliefs of the lord that it would have gotten me.
I almost feel like it's a battle for my soul.
If anyone else has experienced this or has anything to say please let me know. I will keep you updated on the next attack.