I'm not really sure how to write this, so, please, forgive any expression mistakes. And also, English is not my mother language, so forgive any orthographical mistakes.
Well, lately (for the last month, I guess) I've been dealing with weird sensations. You must understand that I am a skeptical person. It's not that I don't believe in the supernatural world, but I never thought that something could happen to me. I just prefer to stay away from stuff like this...
I think it all started when my mom told me that weird noises came from our fridge. I thought it could be something wrong with the fridge, or maybe thermal expansion, but it wasn't the common noises of expansion that we hear late at night. When I'm alone in my bedroom, I can hear it starting at the garage, coming to the kitchen and then it stops in my bedroom, specifically in my wardrobe. And then my cat stares at the wardrobe. If things had stopped there, I would have managed to keep ignoring it. But it got worse.
In all the moments that I'm alone at home, I feel goosebumps on my backhead, and my hair shivering. I even thought my hair was dirty and went right away to the shower, but of course it continued after the shower.
When I felt that I couldn't just pretend it wasn't happening or that it was natural, I started to feel like I was being watched all the time, and that thing that appears in the corner of the eyes.
I've watched dozens of horror movies in my sixteen years of life, and I know how cliché it sounds, but I'm frightened. What scares me the most is the fact that I feel that this entity isn't evil, or at least it's not trying to cause me any harm. But I'm too scared to think in a solution.
Yesterday I felt really tired after my part-time job, so I just wanted to sleep when I got home, and went straight to bed (I've been feeling drained lately). I had ordinary dreams, usual things... The dream has nothing to do with the supernatural encounter. I was sleeping on my stomach, then, suddenly, I woke up feeling two hands gripping my waist. I tried to turn my head to see it, but I couldn't, I felt too weak. Then I just thought: "Please, don't hurt me, I'm scared.". The hands kept holding me for a while, it felt warm and comforting, but I was scared with the situation, so I didn't want it to happen. And as if the entity understood me, the gripping eased. I could still feel it, but I could move again. I got up to see my cat staring at this spot in the wardrobe direction again.
No one I know and love has recently died, and in fact, I never had a close relative who died. Our house was built from scratch a few years ago, so nothing tragic happened here. I can't find any rational explanation, I just feel it isn't evil but I don't know how to act!
So if somebody went through this sort of things, could you, please, tell me what to do?
Thank you for your attention. Lots of love.