My problem started 5 years ago when I was living in my old apartment. There I had a lot of problems. One captured my attention. I was 15 years old and it was summer. One night, because it was very warm I decided to sleep in shorts and a small T-shirt. It was about 23:15 and I was about to fall asleep. All of the sudden I felt a cold hand petting my belly while I was under the sheets and there weren't my hands because I had mine under my head. It kept petting and petting and I could feel its fingers and everything, I got scared because I was all alone in the room with the door shut. Scared I turned the light on and saw what seemed to be a shadow going out the window. Since then I always sleep with the lights on.
Years later due to some family problems I got depressed and my mom thought I should go to therapy in Bucharest. As I was heading towards Bucharest with my mom I felt as someone else was in the car with us. I didn't let that creep me out but for 2 weeks I kept feeling things, seeing things and went back to therapy thinking I was ill. I told my shrink what I was experiencing and she diagnosed me with schizophrenia. My mom didn't want me to take pills, because she knew I was telling the truth. She experienced something similar.
We found out that in that apartment lived an old mean man who died of gangrene. With all our blessings and our prayers the ghost didn't want to leave and started to get more aggressive. Things started to break, TV would go on and off at 2 am in the morning while we were asleep, horrible snoring and screaming could be heard, scratches could be heard and my parents kept fighting for no reason. Because we couldn't take it anymore we moved to a house built from scratch.
All went well until 3 weeks ago when I was in the library. It was getting late and I had work in the morning so I went to bed. To get to my room you have to pass a balcony and my brother's room... I got out of the library in a rush because I felt like I was being followed. It was a chill that went through my entire spine. When I got to my brother's room I felt a breeze through my neck. It startled me and I got out to talk with my fiance just so I could talk with someone I trust. I don't know why I wanted to call him but I did. While I was out I could see a shadow next to me and when I turned there was nobody there. Then I felt three taps on my left shoulder. I got scared and ran in my room. The presence followed me into my room. I could feel the chill through my spine again, but this time it was something that aimed to paralyze my body because my arms and legs got numb. I remembered reading a book about paranormal, spirits and ghosts where it said that if you encounter these creatures you should talk to them and find out what is bothering them. So I started asking questions and whenever I got the question right I could feel a cool breeze going around my neck.
After 2 hours the spirit left and I could move my arms and legs again. I didn't want to tell everybody about it until I was sure who visited me. This is what I found out.
The ghost was a woman who died of cancer at an early age, exactly what I found out from her the earlier night. So I thought it stopped, but it didn't. Every night when I am out on the balcony I can feel something, a presence of some sort.
I need help because I don't want to end up in a loony hospital.
Please tell me that I am not a lunatic.
Any comment is useful.