My nickname is Lynn and I'm 16 years old. I have had ADHD since the second grade, which makes my imagination...well...extremely overactive. In the sixth grade, I created two male characters that were gay for each other and I mentally replaced my real parents with them. After that, I began making up a lot more people and sometimes I do hallucinate that they are really there, but it's usually just my two "dads".
Well, about two or three months ago, I was talking to one of my friends who are into the whole supernatural stuff. They began going off about incubus and succubus and other demon-ish subjects. Of course, my mind started drifting off to all kinds of weird things.
Now...I'm Protestant, but I've been attending Catholic schools since the fourth grade and so I tend to have high morals in abstinence and all things about not doing anything sexual at all (even to me). So my mind was suddenly occupied with these weird thoughts of demons touching me inappropriately and stuff. I quickly blocked them from my mind. I hadn't thought about any of it until a week ago when I went to bed around 1 A.M. I was laying in bed with the lights off, listening to my iPod in attempt to fall asleep. My eyes were shut and I was lying on my side when I suddenly felt as though someone was next to me. I quickly threw my arm behind me and felt around, but nothing was there. Slightly nervous that I was having another one of my hallucinations, I lay on my back and stared at the ceiling. When everything seemed to be fine, I closed my eyes again. Next thing I knew, my groin area and legs became really warm and I kicked off my blankets. Suddenly, my body felt really heavy and I felt an odd pressure between my legs. Freaked out, I tried to move, but I couldn't. I don't think I was paralyzed; it was more like my body was too exhausted to move. After a minute or two of the increasing pressure between my legs, I had my very first orgasm.
Ever since, this has been happening to me five to six times every night and some new sensation is added each time. It feels wonderful, but I'm not sure if I want it to progress any further (or continue at all for that matter) and I'm always completely exhausted in the morning.
I'm mainly concerned that this might just be my imagination or something and I'm going insane...
Is this real, and if so, what should I do?