I'm currently 20 years old and living in my hometown (Zagreb) with my family (my mom, dad and younger sister, we also have a dog). Through the years no one has ever seen or heard anything weird or paranormal occur in our house. No unexplainable noises, footsteps coming from nowhere, whispering, objects weren't moving around or shaking, nothing. So what happened to me was quite unexpected. There were no previous signs of some spirit or entity making us company. Well, accept me being paranoid sometimes. Before telling the story I have to mention a few things about myself. I had no sexual experience of any kind before those events. I wasn't kissed or touched, nothing! I was (and still am) a virgin. So now to the story.
One night about 2 years ago while I was just starting to fall asleep (but was still awake) I felt a light pressure on top of me. I was lying on my stomach, so the pressure was on my back (I always sleep on the stomach or the side). It was light at first, but after a few seconds it rapidly started to increase and expand. It felt like there was a grown elephant standing on top of me. I instantly thought I was having a nightmare and tried to wake up. That's when I realized that I was paralyzed and what was happening was no dream. I was beyond terrified! I thought I was having a heart attack or was dying for some reason. I never felt an evil presence, just pure fear and panic. I was trying to move and shout, but I couldn't. Still, I was not giving up. The pressure went away after a few minutes, but it went away because it felt like letting me go, not because I shook it off. I had problems with going to sleep after that, mainly because I was so afraid that it would happen again and it did, only this time the pressure started from my feet and worked its way up all the way to my head, and it was worse than the first time.
It happened a few more times, and every time I tried snapping out of it with no success. It didn't take me long before I asked for help. I mentioned this to my friends, and Mimi (as we call her) had an idea of what could be happening. She said it was sleep paralysis. I felt much better after talking to her. Thinking I've been experiencing sleep paralysis all this time I was no longer afraid to go to sleep (even though sleep paralysis didn't explain the pressure I was feeling). So the next time I felt this pressure I didn't panic and I wasn't afraid, I figured it will last a few minutes like it usually does and I'll be able to sleep in peace once the paralysis wares off. To my big surprise not only had the pressure been far lighter that usually, but after about 10 seconds it started to "let go". Just when I was getting all happy about me really experiencing nothing more than sleep paralysis I noticed that the pressure wasn't really gone. It felt like this soft presence, it even made me feel "lighter", more relaxed. This is when it gets really weird.
Suddenly I started feeling 2 hands caressing me, and they felt quite real! Not like a human touch though. More like some kind of energy. For some reason every touch felt amazing, even when it didn't touch the "sensitive areas" (if you know what I mean). I almost immediately knew that it was a "he". My prediction was right. Not going to say what he did in detail, but I will say that the pleasure was indescribable. I could feel his lips, his tongue, hands and his ummmm... You know. For the record, he was more than gentle. These "night visits" continued for quite some time but stopped about 6 months ago.
At that time it never even occurred to me that what was happening wasn't just a really really good wet dream (I had those before, and this was nothing like it). So I never tried communicating with whatever it was which I regret now. What I've noticed is that I never heard any breathing or any kind of noises coming from it. Also I never really felt his body. He either never leaned on me, or he wasn't solid... I guess (I did mention his touch feeling like energy). After such nights I never felt weak or sleep deprived, I was just fine. I never saw him, because he would come when I was lying on my stomach (like I always do) and I really didn't bother trying to look at him, again, thinking this wasn't really happening. Also I don't remember him moving me that much or at all for that matter. And yet he could reach every part of my body. He could also "read my mind". When I thought of something I'd like him to do he started doing it that second, and just the way I wanted it. That's the biggest reason why I thought it was nothing but a dream for so long.
I eventually realized how it couldn't have been a dream (too late of course). The way he came to me was always the same. I would (for some unknown reason) wake up in the middle of the night and soon after that I would feel his presence (after about half a minute). M being an untouched virgin made it all very confusing at some point. If it were a dream how could it be so realistic? I mean, I have a good imagination, but that good? And if I dreamt it, why were we always doing it in my bed, and it looked just like in reality? What? I somehow have a wild enough imagination to make myself feel that good, but all I could think of for the script is me lying on my stomach in my bedroom while God know who is doing "it" with me? I really don't know what it was, so I would like to hear your opinion.
His effect on me was that of an incubus, just one touch could turn me on. But from what I know, he didn't feel as solid as most incubi do, according to other people... Maybe it was a spirit? But then, I thought only incubi/succubbi have that kind of ability... I really don't know. Also, i'm not claiming that it was good or bad; I'm saying it was good to me. Why? I don't know the answer for that one either. Maybe he was just using me. And what was the paralysis all about? Were there more than just one?
Anyway, thank you so much for reading my story!
Any comments and questions are welcomed!