Everything that I have read about incubus experiences is different than what I am experiencing maybe you can help me figure out what the deal is.
Off and on since I have been 17 I have been having incidences of being sexually touched in my room but no one is there. Not to the point of orgasm but I can feel light touches in "that" general area. We lived in a house that was very disturbing. I always felt something was wrong. One night me and my sister heard something that sounded like a demonic bellow in the hallway and stomped down it then everything just went quiet and it was gone. So you could say it was strange.
The touches stopped when I moved a year ago. I am 19 years old now and 5 days ago the touches started again. During these touches I am completely awake and it happens as soon as I get in the bed. I decided to do some research on what was happening. I have been searching everything the last week. I had found a few people and talked to them. They had all told me that there is a possibility for danger but to never let it get out of control and don't do anything that doesn't feel right.
This entity had always been positive and I have had my boyfriend for over two years so I wasn't lonely or needing sexual attention. I decided that I would take my curiosity to a new level so I looked for how to summon. It is very dangerous to do this thing I am aware but because this entity chose me and nothing negative had happen I continued.
I took and set up like I was going to summon an incubus but instead of calling out a random incubus I said" I know you are here, you have been here the last couple of days I acknowledge you and welcome your presence and interaction" and then continued through the rest of the summoning. It started off very gentile and as soon as I get into bed every night it instantly puts pressure on my legs. It's a cold sensation. It is very unlike what is described by sleep paralysis. I can feel it putting pressure but I am not paralyzed. My movements are restricted but I have never had the ability to move taken from me.
Last night it changed like there was a different entity there and the other one gone. Instead of a cold sensation it was very warm like. I had a heating pad on my legs but not hot or scalding. The sexual experience is better. Not as gentle but the orgasm are intense and right to the point. It goes on for hours I will roll over and go to sleep and when I dream I can feel it having sex with me all night. But it's not a bad experience. It mostly happens at night in my room but there has been a few times when it has touched me or tried to have sex with me while driving or sitting down in the living room or at work and I say" please just leave me alone right now I'm busy and it just kind of fades away" this is nothing like what I have heard.
Is this really an incubus experience or is it that maybe people just have it wrong about what can happen with an incubus?
Maybe it's a phantom or a ghost?
I don't know has anyone heard of or had an experience like this?