Seeing Shadow People Or Angel Of Death

I am dyslexic. I may not see some errors, apologies.

Where to begin! I have been seeing dark figures or "shadow people" for many years. It started, first of all, before someone passed away or after. I have moved from 3 homes and I have seen them in each one.

Every home I move into has trouble with electronics. I get teased by family and friends for being an electrical nightmare. Could it be the presence of these dark beings that seem to have attached themselves to my life for over 20 years?

Once, in my old home, a knife flew off the kitchen counter towards my infant godson. In that house I heard footsteps during the night and had recurring nightmares. I moved home and this evil entity seems to have stayed put, thankfully.

Back to the shadow people who have not gone away. They used to only be shadowy figures I could see from the corner of my eye. Now, they stay for longer periods of time just watching. I always know they are there as I can feel their presence mentally and physically.

Recently, he appeared just a few feet away at my kitchen door. I saw him from the side of my eye and turned round and he was standing there. I felt the figure's emotions like it was sad as the head was tilted. However, I could not see a face.

Another time, which was also recent, I was making tea in my kitchen and I seen him run across the room, then he stood behind me a few feet away. The hairs on my neck stood up, it was really cold and I got goosebumps.

Point is, how can I speak to these beings to find out their purpose? It's been going on for years and I would like to know who they are and what they need or want from me. If they need help I am willing to help them crossover. Any advice would be great as I am afraid to tell friends and family in case I get signed in (editor left as is).

I am a psychology graduate and have looked into sleep paralysis and I have experienced it once, I think, but it was in that home with the evil entity I mentioned earlier.