I am 22 years old now and have had a few 'experiences'. This latest one tipped it over the edge I have to see what other people think. I have had more then what is listed but these are what stand out the most or what I can remember the best.
A bit of background, my father said he used to hold me as a new born and it was as if I would just stare, not at him but behind him as if I could see something there. The stories of mirrors being a gateway, possibly. For many years at night anything with a reflection mostly mirrors or windows, I could not stand I would have to run past or could not bare to see myself in it as if I was evil or something evil in me was staring back at me my fear of it was just so intense for an unknown reason. My fear of the dark still remains, only sometimes I feel something else is there.
My first experience (around 10 years old) would have to be the shadow figure at my door, I woke up at an unknown time at night it was dark but my eyes where adjusted and I could make out a dark shadow figure at my door, of course I freaked and threw myself under my covers, I peeked again and the shadow seemed to 'float' towards me, I went back under the covers not to rise until morning. My mom checks on me sometimes at night I asked if it was her, she didn't come in at all that night.
The second experience (young teen) I believe to be sleep paralysis or just my brains reaction, long dream short my father possessed by rage put a electric drill through my chest, I woke up screamed for my mother at least 7 times each yell getting weaker and my wonder for why they couldn't hear. Before they came in I also had bad chest pains, next morning I asked my parents why they didn't come straight away, they said I only yelled once they came straight in.
The latest experience happened last night, It was at the end of my dream, I dreamed something was inside of me, long dream short, two cats growling came and dragged me away, calling for help from my girlfriend she said no I've obviously don't something wrong as I was being taken. I woke up as if I was having a fit, shaking the whole bed at the same time groaning for about 5 seconds, I had no control of this. I knew what was happening but had no control. After I stopped my girlfriend was wide awake asked if I was ok in a panic? I could still sense as if something was there had to turn the lamp on. In light I felt relief I began to cry from the feeling of being possessed or out of control for that short time. Believe it or not I checking the time, it was a few minutes past midnight. Does this mean anything?
Am I being followed by something? What happened and what I felt last night worries me. What should I do or is this just all in my mind? Please comment.