I was from a Christian background. So when my sexual encounters have started, I thought it was Jesus I was dealing with.
According to the Bible, Jesus is our Lover and a Future Husband. According to the Bible, we are the Bride of God. So I was very delighted with his visits. I was in love. I wanted to experience him. I did not see anything, but I felt the feelings of sexual nature, as though my genitals were being stimulated. I also feel some kind of a movement going through my body. It happens in different places at different times but also every night.
The Entity has started talking to me. I do not see it as a Ghost, but I think that most people would consider the Entity to be a Ghost. The Entity has explained to me that it's not an angel either. And that it's not Jesus. (It said that Jesus was just a man). And as far as demons, they don't exist either. The Entity is MANY. It's not one. But it's also one in some way. It's hard to understand. But it's like when they visit me, there is a few. But they represent ONE. They are multidimensional Beings. They represent my Soul mate and my Lover. They have told me that we know each other and are in love, but I just can't remember it. (The Spirit part of us is the one that's in love). They talk to me like they are my Friend and Lover. They tell me that they are deeply in love with me. And that although their love surpasses the physical, expressing it in a physical body (through lovemaking) is the best way to express their love for me for now. They often express their adoration of me and their tenderness for me and their desire to please me and to protect me and to take care of me.
I love our relationship.