I'm a 23 year old female and have just had a terrifying experience with an incubus. I've suffered from sleep paralysis in the past with occasional intense, sexual presence.
One time I felt my trousers being pulled down and another time I felt someone lick my arm while I was unable to move.
I haven't had these experiences in years but about an hour ago I was asleep on the couch and I had a sleep paralysis episode. I woke up but couldn't move. I was used to this from before so I was relaxed and told myself it would pass in a few seconds. I even felt quite proud of myself for being so calm but was tired so was like 'ugh just hurry up so I can get back to sleep!'
Then I felt a sudden angry presence which held on to my ankles. I had limited movement at this point and could no longer open my eyes but I was in a foetal position so reached down to try to remove the grip. I felt the hands but no one will ever convince me it didn't happen. I pulled and clawed and the being bit my hands not hard but more of a warning. I was terrified at this point and could not speak but I thought maybe he could read my thoughts so I started apologising repeatedly in my head. He softened his grip and started stroking me. Then I felt him enter me and his fingers massaging me. He wasn't very gentle. I was so scared of him getting angry again that I let it all happen until he was finished. After struggling for 10-15 minutes trying to open my eyes they just opened so peacefully like he'd left.
I don't have any experience of this site, and literally woke up and went online to try to find help. I found this site and thought I would put this to people who know more than me.
This happened at 9.30pm and it is currently 11pm and I'm too scared to go back to sleep. Is there any way of getting rid if this demon without angering him again?
I really need your experiences, should I expect a return visit?
I've heard these spirits are usually mild and gentle, does this mean mine is evil?
Any help greatly appreciated