I've always been dealing with the paranormal. But lately, I actually feel threatened. A few years ago we moved into our new house and I thought I would be away from all of the activity we had at our old house. I was wrong. It started as the spirit (or spirits) mimicking voices and I saw it a few times, but then it stopped for a few years.
Well about a year ago, I stopped beleiving in religion. Then the spirit started mimicking voices again. Then my mood started changing. I have panic attacks out of nowhere and I feel I'm always being watched. I feel drained and I've been having a lot of health problems. A week ago it lured me downstairs by making noises. I came downstairs and I looked around but all the cats and the dog were asleep in the other room. Then all of a sudden, a piece of my celing that (by the way is nailed in with 2 inch nails) falls and comes within inches of hitting me. It then happened again but this time in my room. I tried to think logical because my house is very old but I knew something was up.
Today as I was taking a walk with my boyfriend I saw it. It stayed a distance away but it was scary yet I felt like it was sad and it filled me with sadness and dread. I then felt sorry for it but I still get chills when I think about it. I don't tell my boyfriend cause he wouldn't believe me. My mother on the other hand does. I have noticed though, that when I am with my boyfriend, the activity calms down. I'm wondering if it's because he's very religious? I just need help because out of the years I've dealt with it I have never had this. I need my strength back because I'm training for the Navy and I want my boyfriend to know the real me and not the anxious tired me I really love him. Please can anyone give me any advice!