I have been reading stories from this site for awhile now and have finally mustered up enough courage to write about something that's been happening to me. I want to start off by saying I am not 100% sure that this is actually paranormal or something more explainable, but at this point I just want some kind of idea as to what I'm dealing with. I am 25 years old now and have seen these things for almost as long as I can remember.
Ever since I was around 8 years old I have been having recurring dreams, or at least I think they are dreams, but I am very unsure. In one dream I see a shadow figure standing over me, I can't move my body at all and I feel really depressed and defeated. This figure feels like an older male but being a shadow I can't make out any features. I see him relatively regularly, more so than the other two "spirits" I see.
Another entity I come in contact with is a man in a 30s style suit. He would always be angry and would put his hands on my neck and choke me. I have woken up several times gasping for air and my neck would be sore but there wouldn't be any bruising or marks so no one ever believed my stories. I have seen this man since I was around 15 or so.
The final entity I have contact with is what I believe to be the worst of the three. Every time I've seen him I get this feeling of dread, a kind of feeling that if I get out of bed I would be killed somehow as soon as I did. He is tall and his skin is tight over his skeleton almost like he has no muscles at all, literally just skin and bone. He always has this ear to ear grin with yellow teeth. His eyes never blink and they are solid white. He will walk around my room and pick things up and examine them, like from where he comes from he has never seen things like a pen or a book before. The whole time I can see him, he keeps glancing over at me, watching me.
Since I have moved in with my girlfriend I have seen at least one of these things almost two or three times a week. But they were not as frequent at my old apartment even when she slept over. I don't think it was stress from moving since I saw these things when I was younger and lived in the same house until I was just out of college a couple years ago. I didn't have a troubled child hood my parents were happily married until I was 21 and decided they didn't see eye to eye on things and had an amicable divorce. No body I know passed away prior to these visits, I didn't smoke marijuana or drink when I was younger, don't now either. I have seen a therapist and I am not on medications nor was I prescribed any.
If anyone can help me please feel free to contact me, I could use all the help I can get at this point. Thank you for your time today.