My name is Roza and I have been followed by a boy.
The boy looks familiar but I am not sure if it's who I think it is. This boy still has colour to him but is washed out. He wears the look of sorrow on his face and he doesn't say anything. He opens his mouth yet nothing comes out. I see him now and then, nowhere specific, but when I do see him, I freeze up.
Only recently have I had the courage to talk to him. He can only answer yes or no questions by nodding. He looks so familiar yet, I think it could just be my active mind. I just want to know what he wants. I like seeing him sometimes, let's me know he is still okay, but each time I see him, he just looks so desperate to say something but he can't.
As for the faces, they show up in groups. They look at me, mouths wide. Some of them look familiar, others I am not so sure who they are. I usually shut my eyes, though. I panic sometimes.
I was alone the first -and worst- time I experienced them. I screamed for them to go away a few times and they did, eventually. Now I can sort of sometimes control them. I just have to whisper something like "Please, GO AWAY." or "I don't need you now."
They are useful from time to time. I don't really know how to explain how they are useful, they are just kind of are. I don't know if I want them here or not. I don't want them to go away, I just don't want them to be so terrifying and so vicious.
Anyone know of why I have these people here or how I can help them?