It's me once again! I am still currently living with my parents for the most part (weekends I go to my boyfriend's). I naturally thought my last bad case with this "man" was as scary it could get. I stood my ground, tried cleansing and felt extremely confident that I was doing well. Lately my health has deteriorated, 10kg weight loss (currently 59kgs & 180cm tall I look awful), constant health problems, seems like extremely bad luck, anger problems, etc. You name it, I've been through it.
Two weeks ago my confidence was shattered and the fear took over again. I was in bed with my dog who always sleeps on the right hand side of me but he couldn't settle so he moved to the left side (he is 14 and once he goes to sleep there's no waking him, he doesn't move at all. It's like trying to shove an elephant over).
So back to the story. It took me a long time to go to sleep, I had finally drifted off and it was around 1am I was woken up, by god knows what. Whilst laying there trying to doze back off, I felt pressure on the side of the bed. My heart skipped a beat and I knew he was there. I reached over to Monty to try and pull him close to "protect me" but the pressure had changed on the bed as if someone had laid next to me. I was sweating, trembling, and I felt an arm go around me and I physically grabbed someone's wrist. I have never, ever been so terrified before. I heard some kind of laughter like "he he he" and the words "NOT YET" in a stern voice. I tried screaming out to mum but it couldn't come out properly. I felt the pressure release and I ran as fast as I could to my parents' bedroom.
It has never got to me so bad where I have been bawling my eyes out in my mum's arms. Dad woke up in the mean time and, for someone who doesn't believe in "ghosts", he was extremely p*ssed off and telling mum to go find the priest in our town so he can come bless me and the house. I slept beside my parents' bed that night.
Last night was another bad night, nowhere near as scary, but very startling. I woke up during the night to go to the toilet and walked out past the lounge room and, once again, someone was sitting in my mum's chair. All I could see was a black figure's head, shoulders and partial body because of the angle of the chair. As soon as I seen it, I felt this almighty pain in my stomach as if I had been punched. I stood there frozen for a good couple of minutes before I could wrap my head around it.
I have been asking Archangel Michael to protect me but the 2 nights I forget, this is what happens. My parents refuse to let me sleep with the door shut in case something happens and they can't hear me. My mum is somewhat a believer but my dad usually denies it. Although now, they both know what's happening. My mum has experienced seeing a figure, being touched and even hearing us call out when we haven't (she often thinks I am messing with her).
So this is what I am up to, and this is what I go through most nights (not as severe) but I swear he literally sits there and waits to get me. I often see a dark figure walk along the foot of my bed, stop at the corner and then slowly disappear. I'm getting use to seeing the figure walk by, it doesn't frighten me as much as it used to. The scary part for me is that it seems to be getting more physical with me the more I do.
What do you's think about me getting a priest? (Although I'm not sure how to ask a priest for a blessing.) He can't win. But I know he is getting the better of me. Oh, and one more question... Why me!?