So I'm back again, still terrified with what is happening around home. On the weekend I went out to visit my partner's family as he has gone overseas for the moment and has been gone for 4 weeks. I enjoyed the afternoon but when it came time to go to bed I realised how scared I was and all the feelings of being out there came back. I've now realised I forgot to put this into my last story so here it is.
Long story short, I had a massive fall out with my family (perfectly timed on my birthday) which I then moved out onto my partners parents property with him where we moved into the granny flat which was vacant. It was an average place and the walk-in wardrobe was opposite the bed and every single night I couldn't help but feel terrified for what was inside there.
Days or nights when I would be really, really, really upset I would go in there and hide. I have no idea why but I was drawn to it. If I had to cry and be miserable it was inside there where I would shut myself in and not come out until I got over my moment. Other than that, I was absolutely terrified of it. Even during the day I would spend most of my time outside because I was too scared to go inside the flat in fear of what might come out.
If I were having a shower, my music would be turned off, the volume turned up or down or the songs would be changed, which I would brush off otherwise I wouldn't get any sleep at all.
I started to notice a few more things happening, like banging around the place and then especially the bathroom where I would wake up to crashing in there and the next morning wake up to find my stuff all over the bathroom floor. Never was it my partners stuff, just my shampoos, razors, soaps, etc.
One night I went to bed, which was a few days before he left. As I got comfy in bed I realised that the dreaded wardrobe door was open. Probably about 5-10 inches wide. I hit the panic button because I was so scared of it. So I jumped up out of bed and quickly shut it. I dozed off for what would have been about 20-30 minutes and woke up to my partner coming inside from the main house. (The door is extremely loud opening and shutting) I sat up and started talking to him and being normal and I realised he walked over towards the wardrobe door and shut it. It was wide open. But I had shut it before I went to sleep...
I questioned it to him but once again I was classed as going insane, and for overthinking everything. But it was virtually impossible to ignore this or not notice it at all. After eventually getting to sleep, I was woken up about 3am by my partner trying to wriggle out of my arms and saying "Wake up, did you do that" I thought he might have been sleep talking like he does sometimes, but no, he was talking to me indeed. And I realised that the lamp had been turned on. I'm a deadly spooner in bed, so I have my arms literally wrapped around whoever is in with me. Strange I know, but since I have been electrocuted, that's the only way that can relax me enough to doze off.
My mum is the only other person in my family who has experienced something in this house since I have been home. Which is detailed in my other story. Do you think that whatever it was out there has followed me back home? Can that happen? Am I slightly insane? I will admit, I do question my own life sometimes, can this be the reason why this thing is following me? I have tried communicating but nothing comes of it.
3 days ago, I was having a shower and I swore I could see a face out of the corner of my eye, so now, I can't even shower normally. I have to get my mum to stand at the bathroom door to make sure nothing attacks me while I'm in there. Its just beyond the point now of being scared. If I knew what it was, what it wanted and if its evil or whatever, atleast I wouldn't have to ask myself these questions every 5 minutes. Does anyone recommend a Ouija board? I heard they can be bad, but I'm not sure?
Thankyou for taking the time to read, I appreciate any comments, good or bad or just someone who can relate to what I'm going through.