Things started back in December around my birthday. I was lying in the extra bedroom on my stomach playing my favorite video game when I felt something tug on my pant leg. I thought my pants had just gotten caught on something, so I brushed it off like it was nothing.
A few minutes later, I felt something tickle my back and start to play with my hair. I could feel actual fingers on my body, but I was the only person in the room. I sat up and everything stopped, so again I brushed it off thinking that it was just my imagination.
That night, I got horribly sick. I couldn't keep anything down, I had cold sweats and it took so much effort to move or speak. When I went to bed, I fell asleep, but it didn't feel like I was asleep. Lucid dreaming is what its called I think.
I couldn't open my eyes, but I heard very clearly the words, "It's ok, I'm sorry." I don't know any other way to phrase this except in that instant I lost all control of my muscles. I could breathe just fine, but my body was having convulsions. It lasted for about a minute and I automatically fell asleep after.
A few days after the convulsions, everything seemed normal until my computer completely crashed. After spending hours trying to fix it, I finally got it to work only to find a very nasty email from one of my "so called" friends.
A week after that I was getting ready to go out to check if anyone around me was hiring. Right when I was walking out the door I felt really nauseous and ended up really sick. That evening, I found out that someone had lost control of their car and got into a horrible accident at the same time I was getting ready to leave and in the area I was going to look.
The cat I take care of, Kimi, is really hesitant to come near me now and when she does, she's always looking past me; something I've never seen her do.
To top everything off, every night when I'm lying in bed I'll feel something get in with me. The bed will sink down next to me and squeak, like an actual person was in bed with me. Right as I start to fall asleep I'll feel very cold on my stomach (keep in mind my heater is on,) and fingers running up and down. I'll feel cold air on my face and cheek, my hair will be tugged on and I'll fall asleep.
Just recently, I'll feel it in other parts of the house; not just in my room. Right now I can feel it tugging on my pants, almost in a playful way.
Does anyone know why this is happening or what this actually is? Nobody close to me has passed away recently so I doubt it would be anything along those lines. I don't feel afraid of it, so should I let this continue?