I'm a little confused right now. Let me back up first.
About a month ago I was talking and relaxing with my husband. I was talking about how amazing the last year has been for us. He received another raise, we were about to buy our first house together, our daughter was about to turn one, I battled and overcame severe depression that has been with me for at least a decade, and we cut a huge negative influence out of our lives. We've never been happier! As a side note, I also mentioned to him that nothing "out of the ordinary" had happened in a long while, if you know what I mean. We wrapped up the conversation and went to bed. The very next day something happened literally in front of my eyes.
I was cuddling my daughter and staring forward at her toy bar when all of a sudden the toy bar just moved as if it had been bumped or pushed. As hard as I tried, I simply could not come up with a logical explanation for it since I had literally been looking right at it when it happened, and in my mind there is no logical reason why it suddenly moved on its own. Nothing else in the house was displaced, the cat was nowhere near, the toy bar had been lying flat, and the hanging toys weren't caught on each other... I guess I was proven wrong about nothing out of the ordinary happening? Whatever presence makes itself known in my life still remains, I guess. Okay, back to the here and now.
We bought our first house and moved in! I'm usually very perceptive to energies within locations, always have been, and I've felt nothing here that catches my attention. However, about ten minutes ago of typing this up, another item moved randomly on its own. This time it was my daughter's swing, which is diagonally in front of the couch from where I am sitting. Out of the blue it moved as if something hit it. My first thought would be to blame the cat, but I know she's in the back of the house in the guest room sleeping. It's not a very light swing, either, so there's no way it could've jumped like that unless something physically hit it with force.
So here's where I'm confused: I can't sense anything that's here (unless I've become numb to it, because I used to try to "turn that off"), and these events seem to keep randomly happening (see the post prior this). In no way do I feel afraid or intimidated, and maybe that's because these sorts of things have happened all my life. Either way, I'm confused as why is this happening?
A few events have happened when my husband and I are together, but its focus seems to be mainly on myself since it happens only when I'm around or alone. Even after a lifetime of strange occurrences, premonitions, feelings, and sensations, I still can't help but question my sanity. This doesn't feel threatening at all, but why is it happening? Is there something that's deliberately trying to gain my attention? Is there something I can do/not do?
I don't necessarily want it to continue or stop. I just want to know WHY. Sorry if I'm coming across a little whiney, since I've spent a lifetime experiencing these kinds of things and trying to suppress it/ignore it, and just now do I feel comfortable with myself enough to be open with what's been going on my whole life, instead of feeling embarrassed other than in forums like this, but it's still baby steps for me... Thanks in advance!