My anxiety is through the roof lately because I'm moving out of my family home we've lived in for 10 years and I feel like something has been following me.
I moved into my boyfriend's home a year ago and things would happen. TV would turn on and off on and off repeatedly during the day, baby monitors would cut on and off or I would hear voices talking on them. There was a few times my son would be laughing and talking also when I would hear this woman's voice. Our radio would cut on and off. I kept hearing footsteps upstairs.
Well I moved back to my family home and it got better for a little while. But as of the past two months I feel like it's back. I actually left my house one day because I heard someone clear as day walking around upstairs. This keeps happening. My two year old is the only one that's here with me and he was downstairs.
I'll hear things clanging around in the basement, lights will flicker when I'm in a room. While my son was still a baby the most frightening night was when we had him in his room and I was in mine. He woke up screaming one night, we went in there and he was staring in the corner so scared and when I walked into his room I started shaking and was anxious. He slept in my room that night but I was woken up throughout the night to banging coming from the wall in my closet which would be from his room.
Things are constantly falling for no reason and I hear footsteps at least twice a week either in the attic or upstairs. If this is something I don't want it following me when I move but I also don't want to make it mad. What could I do? This house isn't even 75 years old, only one family lived here before us that's why I'm scared its me.
Another weird thing that happens is these vivid dreams, almost as if it's real life. I don't remember all my dreams but when I have these types of dreams I remember all of them.
Around September 2014-December 2014 I had a dream involving my great grandfather who died in 2001. I was born in 1994, and I spent everyday with my great grandfather up until he got sick. He died while we were at my grandmother's home with my parents and I was also there. I think about him a lot but lately these feelings as if he's trying to talk to me are getting even stronger. Especially these dreams. I was visiting his grave pretty regularly around the times of the dreams but now it's winter so I haven't.
I have been having a reoccurring dream since 2012 in which I'm at a coffee shop drinking coffee, an older man sits down to next to me. I don't know him but he knows me, each dream he says something different or different things that have happened to me. At the end he says "I love you Haley," and walks out. I never really knew what to think until I told my mom a few months ago. Another detail from the dream is he writes his initials on a napkin before he leaves, my mom burst out crying when I told her. I guess this was her dad's initials but he died when she was 9 years old. So I never met him.
I don't know what to think or do about any of this. I feel scared, confused, and lost. If my family is trying to talk to me I'm not sure how I can.
Some of these are positive but some are also negative so I feel like it's more than one. My son has been scared by these experiences too and I don't want them to keep happening.
Any help would be appreciated.