The Biggest Mistake I've Ever Made

Hi Klore, I go with Rook on this. Secondly, I do feel, no offence meant, that what you said that you have encounters with demons after you have turned Christian is quite far-fetching. The voice inside you telling you to take to witchcraft, cast a spell, curse others are not good, as Rook said. If you do not feel offended, I don't mean to do that, why don't you just have a session with a psychoanalyst. I feel that it would do you good and I feel that your assertion that you are having encounters with demons might get resolved with a session or two.

In our country, very near to a place where I reside, I did come across a person similar to what you have stated that you were and are and I did help him come out of it the way I suggested to you.

Regards and respects to you.

SDS

Sorry Klore father in-law at it again. As I was saying I met my husband there. Got engaged within 6 months of dating got married 8 months later and had my first baby 11 months after that. My husband and I bought our first house by the time we turned 25 and a few months later I became a stay ar home mom. All of which was because I was determined to prove to myself I was worth a lot more than people thought of me. NO WITCHCRAFT REQUIRED. Never define yourself by what others think of you and don't listen to voices in your head.
Red

Klore,
Not having friends, you say you didn't you didn't fit in with your own family, people underestimated you and didn't think highly of you.
Guess what you described thousands of kids. So what you work on your own self image. I'm not trying to be mean just realistic.
I had a brother and 4 sisters, a distinterested father an overbearing drunk mother who wouldn't even LET me take the S.A.T.'s so I never got to go to college. I even have a sister who told me everyone in the family wished I was dead. BUT after I graduated High School I didn't take that crap. I had some friends and had a job built up my self esteem and even though I never went to College I got a job I liked in a Hospital that was so elite at the time was almost impossible to get a job u

Thank you Rook for your thoughts and information. It was not a good thing that took place and I call it witchcraft because I have nothing else to call it, I have had friends who told me about witchcraft, and I have done my own research on witchcraft and what exactly it is. I do understand what it is and I said in the story that it was witchcraft because 1. I was told by the voice/entity that it was witchcraft (which is a lie I understand that) 2. Because I don't have a word for what I was doing. I apologize for the misunderstanding and I thank you for your thoughts and information.
~Cheers ^.^
Klore

Not to sound negative but 'witchcraft' and being a witch and what the voice was 'telling' you to do... Or that you could do... Are a wee bit different.

I say this because 'casting' a curse goes AGAINST and basic tenet of Witchcraft, that being...

"An it harm none, do what ye will."

There is a long version of this as well... Easy to find under the Wiccan Rede if one choses to do a search. It states...

"The Wiccan Rede
(Full Version)

Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust.
Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give.

For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out.
To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme.

Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much.
Honor the Old Ones in deed and name,
let love and light be our guides again.

Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune.
Widdershins go when the moon doth wane,
and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane.

When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two.
When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek.

Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail.
When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast.

When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth.
When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest.

Nine woods in the Cauldron go, burn them fast and burn them slow.
Birch in the fire goes to represent what the Lady knows.

Oak in the forest towers with might, in the fire it brings the God's
insight. Rowan is a tree of power causing life and magick to flower.

Willows at the waterside stand ready to help us to the Summerland.
Hawthorn is burned to purify and to draw faerie to your eye.

Hazel-the tree of wisdom and learning adds its strength to the bright fire burning.
White are the flowers of Apple tree that brings us fruits of fertility.

Grapes grow upon the vine giving us both joy and wine.
Fir does mark the evergreen to represent immortality seen.

Elder is the Lady's tree burn it not or cursed you'll be.
Four times the Major Sabbats mark in the light and in the dark.

As the old year starts to wane the new begins, it's now Samhain.
When the time for Imbolc shows watch for flowers through the snows.

When the wheel begins to turn soon the Beltane fires will burn.
As the wheel turns to Lamas night power is brought to magick rite.

Four times the Minor Sabbats fall use the Sun to mark them all.
When the wheel has turned to Yule light the log the Horned One rules.

In the spring, when night equals day time for Ostara to come our way.
When the Sun has reached it's height time for Oak and Holly to fight.

Harvesting comes to one and all when the Autumn Equinox does fall.
Heed the flower, bush, and tree by the Lady blessed you'll be.

Where the rippling waters go cast a stone, the truth you'll know.
When you have and hold a need, harken not to others greed.

With a fool no season spend or be counted as his friend.
Merry Meet and Merry Part bright the cheeks and warm the heart.

Mind the Three-fold Laws you should three times bad and three times good.
When misfortune is enow wear the star upon your brow.

Be true in love this you must do unless your love is false to you.

These Eight words the Rede fulfill:

"An Ye Harm None, Do What Ye Will" "

So a voice encouraging you to preform 'witchcraft'? I am not so sure it was a 'good thing'.

Respectfully,

Rook