I'm just going to start off at the time this happened. Earlier today around 12:00 pm, I had just put my son to a nap and was about to take one myself. I lay down and put YouTube on my phone because I'm afraid without it on I'll get sleep paralysis. I been having this problem for the past four months off and on. It has been at least a month since I've had a sleep paralysis. So I put on YouTube. I was falling asleep but then I started feeling really heavy like I couldn't move. I started praying because I got scared. Not being able to move, speak or escape your sleep is a scary feeling. I had my eyes closed praying but could still see
The room around me. I stared seeing black blotches above my bed. Laying on my stomach looking up. Then I just felt really heavy like something was on my back. Keep in mind I already felt like something was watching me before all this happened when I just laid down. All of a sudden I heard something talking to me kind of in a growling voice if it makes sense. I can't explain. I don't know what was being said, all I know is I wanted to get away. I had a heavy pressure on my back keeping me from moving or speaking. I panicked. I felt like it was talking right behind my head close to my ear. I tried pushing up with all my might. I wanted whatever it was to get off. I wanted to run away. While I was pushing up it was still talking"growling" whatever. But I got so scared I just started to blink and try my hardest to move. Eventually I could and all of it stopped. I just looked around the room scared. Then decided to get ready for my afternoon class. I couldn't nap after this. That's all. It really was the scariest thing I have experienced.
There are a couple of things that concern me about your reply...
The first being about 'this' statement...
"My boyfriend's dad and me had a good relationship."
Has something changed... Either your boyfriend is no longer your boyfriend (at the time of this incident) OR you no longer have a 'good relationship' with his Dad?
Second: Are you 100% sure that what you describe was your first experience with something like S/P? I ask because there are some things you describe that are not typical to S/P.
Third: Is it the 'same' dream... Or are there different 'themes' to each occurrence?
Forth: Were you pregnant at the time of your First experience?
Respectfully,
Rook