I have read stories about people being pinned down in beds. Mine is very different, and touchy-feely, violating at times, though. I will skip my early ghost experiences and on to the recent ones. I am not sure if it's even a ghost, but I can feel real, solid hands on me, so I will assume it is.
The first time this ghost came to me, I think I was skipping church and lying in bed, yes, it was a guilty and wrong thing to do. I was tired when these hands began to touch my chest, like massaging them! It was obviously creepy because I was lying down on my back, and the hands were from behind me. I guess either the hands just sprouted out of the bed or there was ghost beneath my bed, or... Oh, I don't know. But it happened, and it was weird! I felt the urge to get out of bed and take a look at where the hell the hands were coming from, but I was way too scared. I just closed my eyes and prayed with no effect; let's not skip church, people!
My second experience with that spirit was a month or so after that. I was sleeping when I felt someone beside me. It was a girl; I do not know how I could tell, but I just knew it was a girl. That ghost or whatever it is hugged me from behind tightly and kept on whispering things into my ear. I could not understand what it was saying. I only remember that it was whispering things to me. The hug and touch was so realistic, I am still surprised that it was not my sister playing tricks on me or something like that. I prayed out of fear when that ghost was hugging me, but again, there was no effect. The scariest thing about that was that the ghost would let go of me, and then hug me from behind again. It was not cold or warm or whatever. It was touching me, and that was all that mattered.
From then on, nothing happened for a while until after a couple months. Sometimes, while I was sleeping, a ghost would hold my hands and hug me and stuff in my bed and I would be too paralyzed to move. I would like to make it clear here that it was not like something was pinning me on my stomach or anything, I just could not move, and realistic touches were on me.
Just recently, I was on a plane with over 50 people from my school on a massive school trip. I fell asleep on the plane, and I instantly began feeling that spirit on me; it touched me in a completely violating way (it was near rape). You know what, if it had been a guy spirit, I could have at least said to myself, "what a dreadful, violating ghost!" but it was a girl spirit, so that just freaked me out. It's a girl spirit every time.
I'm completely straight, so that's just freakier. I wish some ghosts would at least respect the others' sexuality if they're going to go around violating others. Anyway, back to the story. I 'woke' up from the paralyzed, eye-closed state and I was embarrassed because I would have seemed weird, somewhat twitching and moaning for it to leave me alone. I can't say anything when I'm paralyzed. But when I asked the girl who sat next to me about it, she said that nothing happened: I was simply asleep. I wasn't twitching or anything like that. Perhaps I had dreamed it all. But the dream was so real, and I've had realistic dreams before, that it wasn't even funny.
Still I find myself paralyzed at times and spirits touching me, no, not in a violating way, but still, in my bed. Maybe its sleep paralysis or a dream or whatever that I cannot move. Can someone explain to me why the hell I feel such realistic touches on me? I looked all over the internet and could not find many stories about completely realistic touches WITHOUT serious "pinning-down-ness" (excuse my horrible vocabulary). I would just like some explanations to why all this is happening and how I can stop them. Or at least: could I get a guy spirit haunting me instead of a girl spirit? Uggh...
So... What do you think?