Childhood Evil

When I was a young child I would see all kinds of very horrifying things and experience very horrifying things. My earliest memories are when I was 3. Things would come in my room at night. I could hear them walking into my room, bumping into things, knocking things off shelves, and touching me. The touch was always cold and just...freaky. It felt like a long bony finger just jabbing into me, poking me or something grabbing me. When I was 3 I had the things poking on me and grabbing me but I also remember seeing apparitions of shadow figures, as I called them, walking back and forth past my door. Sometimes it seemed as if they were glowing blue.

Well weird things would happen almost every night. Me hearing footsteps or me hearing things knock down in my room, but I always slept with my head under the covers because... Well wouldn't you at a young age? I moved to a different room at age 4 and I still heard all that. A black cat figure would frequent me. It would get close to my face. It would get mean, too. I had lots of mysterious scratches on my body. There were no possibilites of it being a real cat, for we didn't even get one until I was 7.

There were times it looked as if blood was coming from my ceiling also. It happened often for a period of time. I was probably about 6-7 when that happened. I didn't think it was blood at the time, in fact I didn't think any of these things were demons until I got older and learned more about evil. I just thought they were ghosts which maybe some of them were, but bad ghosts.

Some of those more frightening times is when they showed themselves to me. I slept with my head covered up but one night it jerked the covers off me. I saw a figure in a black cape. I didn't see any eyes, just blackness. It seemed like it was about 4 feet tall only. It was only in my vision for about 5 seconds and it vanished. Another time was when I was sleeping something jumped on me. I could feel the weight of it and it was hitting me. I could make the outline of it through my sheets because I had a nightlight and it also appeared to be pretty short, even shorter than 4 feet. I was about 8-9 when these things happened. I often heard raspy voices in a language that was not of English coming from the floor.

To top the events off, was the most substantial to show it was something evil. The night before I was to get babtised in church I was 8 years old. I heard my name being called in that same raspy voice I had heard before. I woke up and it looked like my trash can was glowing and "Amanda...Amanda" coming from it. I sat up in bed and it suprises me that I even had the guts to do that but I did. As soon as I sat up it said "don't do it". I'm certain it was telling me NOT to get saved.

That is some of the most memorable events of evil that happened when I was young. I am 23 now and I have more to tell later on. I still have events similar to these.