There are many things in my life that I find strange. Was my life chosen by myself, or for me? Why do I see things that are not there? Why do I hear voices? All of these questions are running inside my mind, day and night. Almost every day.
I always felt I was different. I always wanted something exciting to happen, but instead of adventure I always got something else. I have had feelings, as though something was telling me, 'Don't do it. 'Or, 'You will regret this. 'Why? I hear voices in my head very frequently. Telling me an answer, or just plain talking to me. I once was trying on clothes and heard a voice saying, 'I don't like it.' And it was not my voice, not even the one I use when I think in my head. I looked around, but nobody had said anything. I asked my mom if she had said something, but she said no.
I will sometimes have premonitions, too. I have these dreams not very frequent, but once in a while. When I do they are a warning, as though saying, 'This is what you will do.' And after something happens, only then do I remember the dream. But sometimes I am able to avoid making my dream come true.
I sometimes see things that are not there, and see black shadows. I see these things everyday, in my home, and even out in a store. But as soon as I take a second look, it has gone. Sometimes I will feel someone brush up against me in a store, and thinking I am in their way, I look up, and say, 'Sorry, excuse me.' But as I look up, no one is standing there. This has happened to me multiple times, and each time I still feel a sense of being frightened.
I will also sometimes hear someone around me, like they are stomping their feet, or walking with quick, sharp steps. This has happened to me only a couple times, and I try to think that it was someone in another aisle. But when it happens in my own house, I can not find an explanation.
I am a believer that there is another world other than our own. That there are spirits who can not cross over from shock, or that they have to finish business or make things right. Some ghosts may be here to help, some to harm, or some can even be both. I have never seen a ghost that was as though they were human. But I believe that I am psychic, can someone help me? I wonder if I am psychic, but sometimes I think that I freak myself out.