I lived a very hard life. A life no one should live. My mother was part Native American and African American. She would tell me stories of visions she would have of events and people. Some nights I would find her crying. Eventually my mother's mind state changed and she turned to drugs to cope.
I am the oldest of 5 and my younger siblings began to tell me that they were seeing things. My sister began seeing ghosts and told me that they were asking her for help. I knew she was telling the truth because it was happening to me. When my grandmother died (my mom's mother) she visited me. She was covered in a green glow and she said "its ok, I'm fine now" and then she disappeared. I will never forget that night. Although my siblings had the ability to see ghosts, my abilities went further...
I could recall the moment of my birth, the first suckle of breast milk, my mother looking over me in the crib. Eventually, I could see so far back, I was able to identity the person I was in my previous life. I was a white woman with red hair simple and plain. When I was 7 I only told my grandmother and she said never to tell anyone out of fear. When I turned 9 I began to have outer body experiences.
My perception of time and space changed.
I had the ability to travel through them. If there is anyone out there who has had this experience then please relate to this and tell me if this happened to you: When I have the outer body experience everything turns black and white, I no longer see out of my eyes. There is only one way to describe this view, it's like a spherical view through the center of my eyes. It is very disorientated and it's only happened a few times to me when my family was in danger. But when I became a preteen, I decided I wanted to close myself off from these experiences. And so I did. But now as an adult (subconsciously) I have now become open again and I know why.
Something big is happening in the world. In the very near future we are going to experience great heartache, great pain. All those old abilities are coming back. I am being approached by ghosts daily. They have been calling me but I don't understand them. I can even see a difference in the world. Visions are becoming stronger. So I say all this to say that finally I wanted to share this with others who may have had some of the same experiences. You are not alone. Some of us are so receptive that we can see things that others can't.
I am not crazy. I am educated, married and have 3 children. I live on the east coast and I am moving soon, westward... I have seen things that are going to happen in the next few years and my heart and my gut says to move my family inward.
So if anyone else has these same visions, respond. I'd like to know what you are feeling.