I've experienced all types of ghost/demons encounters my whole life. It used to terrify me. I would cry, scream, and yell whenever I would encounter a ghost or a demon. Eventually, as I got older I've convinced myself that it was just Sleep Paralysis after doing a research paper on it for a class at City College. These experiences still happen pretty frequently and I would try to embrace it and laugh about it even though at times it still frightens me a little. Most of the time, I shrug it off after I snap out of it. But for some reason, today I started thinking about today's experience more in depth even though it wasn't anything out of the ordinary.
I'm going to be honest. Earlier today, I was watching TV in bed while I was smoking a little Marijuana. Wait! Before you make assumptions, I've had these incidents start before I even started doing any type of drugs and most of them happen when I'm sober. I actually started smoking as an adult because I started getting Insomnia/Anxiety after these encounters started!
As I was saying, I was in bed watching TV high and started to fall asleep. And of course what happens? I wake up but my body was still paralyzed. I had my eyes open though. I saw and heard my TV and noticed my dog was lying next to my bed. Then I saw two ghosts/demons, whatever it was, come to my left and start taking turns molesting/caressing me. At this point in my life, I'm so used to it that I just take it and enjoy it. I usually end up having a great orgasm. From what I remember these two were more like in human forms. Then, a third entity comes from my right. Except this entity was a larger black figure. It felt more evil and powerful. It began slowing floating on top of me. I felt pressure on top of my physical body and it started penetrating and having sex with me. I started off kind of enjoying it. But my fear overpowered me and began attempting to fight it off of me. My physical body was still paralyzed but I could see my arms of my spirit trying to push it off. Every time, I start seeing my spirit body parts come out of my physical body I start freaking out more. I'm always scared that I won't be able to return to my physical body. As soon as I started freaking out, I saw my dog freaking out too at the corner of my eyes. I then suddenly screamed, "In the name of Jesus Christ, get the F*** off of me!" Mind you, I'm not religious in anyway but I was raised as a Christian. I guess it was a natural reaction. Then all the entities suddenly vanishes! I was still paralyzed for a moment but eventually I was able to get up. And like usual, I just shrugged it off and continued watching TV.
Now the strange part, a few minutes later, I started getting nauseous. At first, I didn't think much of it. I thought it was from the sandwich I had eaten earlier today. Then later I started getting really sharp pains on my right ovaries. It was so painful I started breaking out in cold sweats and started shaking. I had trouble breathing also. I curled up in a ball and didn't move for an hour. Every time I tried to move or straighten out my body, the pain would worsen. I even considered going to the ER because it was that painful. But I'm a tough nugget and decided to suffer for a bit. Eventually it went away. Well I turned out it was time of the month and I assumed it was because of that. But it wasn't the usual dull crampy pain. It felt like someone was stabbing me with sharp needles constantly. In the past 5 years or so I've been getting the same type of pain here and there weather or not I'm on my monthlies. I've had plenty of Pap Smears/Ultrasounds recently and I'm perfectly fine. And like always, I shrug off the whole situation again.
Now it's 2 AM and I started thinking back to all my experiences. The entities didn't start molesting/raping me until the past 5 years or so of my life, around the same time my painful episodes started happening. I'm wondering if this is all a coincident or if they're somehow connected. Now that I think about it, I believe there was another time my ovaries started hurting after a sexual encounter with a ghost/demon. I might be over analyzing it. I'm more concerned about my health then the stupid ghosts/demons that keep raping me. I'm not sure if it's my body's way of telling me that something wrong with me physically or if the "demon/ghosts" is affecting me physically. It's probably a coincident!